its voice has changed it’s softer more soothing it says dinner will be ready in 20 minutes and wouldn’t we like to sit in the kitchen jacuzzi and drink chilled white wine while we wait hell yes I laugh Winnie is watching me and when she sees me laugh she laughs too and grabs my arm and pulls me toward the kitchen she’s skipping while we walk I try it too she laughs again wow she’s lightened up a lot and she’s watching my face like I’m god or something oh it’s so great to have someone that perfect in love with you Nadja loves me too but she’s complicated about it I am too we can’t just show it like baby does I’m checking my handheld there’s no snowstorms coming I tell her some new history I stole from the Russian archives it’s about the battle of Kursk she knows the context she makes up a n
