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Sylvia : I didn't expect that he would really punish me. But he did . I was crying and pleading for him to stop but he ignored everything and continued without any regret.
And that was not the end , he even forced me to eat. And I obeyed . I had no choice because I could not endure more....more of his beatings.
I thought of all this while I was waiting here at the dining for Zeus to end his call. I just finished eating dinner and before he could say what I had to do further his phone rang. It's almost half an hour but I am not going to even move anywhere. I still remember how he spanked me. I am changing positions in the seat but still it pains . Now I am afraid of him. If anybody had said that I will ever be afraid of him I would have laughed on their faces . But the situation has changed .
He is back again after finishing his call. He looks at me and slowly and carefully brushes his thumb on my cheeks and wipes my tear off while I am still trembling with fear. After this I am afraid that things would never be normal between us. I wish I could go back in the past and fix things . But all of our wishes don't come true. And I had learned that a long time ago.
I lowered my face and stared emptily at the ground as if it was the most interesting thing . Look at me, he demanded and I slowly raised my eyes . He raised my chin with his hand and spoke:
You don't need to worry . I am not going to punish you anymore . He had a softness in his voice while telling me that but still I flinched. He tightened his fist at that and then told me it was time for some sleep.
I stood on my feet and walked towards the room while he followed me with slow steps maintaing quite a distance between us. When I entered the room I saw my panties on the floor that's when I realised I was not wearing anything underneath my skirt. Shaking every other thought off my mind I grabbed them but before I could wear them he entered . Before he could see them I kept it on the bed and unable to gather a better idea I sat on the bed with the panties underneath me.
He walked lazily and grabbed some clothes to change in something comfortable. He was changing infront of me so I averted my gaze .
Why are you still sitting , sleep . He came on the bed beside me and the bed dipped under his weight.
Sleep , princess. The endearment he used had me travelling back to the past. He would always call me princess when we were children and without notice tears rolled down my eyes . I stood up and he watched me while his eyes reflected that he was sorry for today. I quickly went in the washroom and washed my face to get rid of any tears. I came back and saw him looking at a spot on the bed with intense gaze . And then I spotted my panties which were lying there. I have never been this embarassed in my whole life .
Wear them , I am not looking , he said in a husky voice and he too averted his gaze . He could have left the room for a while but he chose to embarrass me . I quickly wore them and immediately slept on the bed not looking at him even once. He switched off the lights but I knew he wasn't sleeping . He was staring at me the whole time , to be more specific at my back . I could feel his stare , but I was unable to understand the reason behind it.
Staring at me is not going to lead him anywhere . Maybe he is thinking about today . Is he looking at my ass right now, I had this silly thought and to make sure he could not have a look I grabbed the covers over me . I closed my eyes and shifted to adjust my ass so it didn't hurt anymore .
I stopped shifting when I heard his voice
Does it hurt ?
Answer me , I know you are wide awake .
I slowly peeked from the covers and said ,
Nooo...... . Unitentionally I had stretched the word . I was lying it hurt like hell .
Zeus stood up and I feared he was going to punish me for lying. But what he did next surprised me , he grabbed an ointment and sat near me . He raised my skirt and lowered my panties and started applying the ointment , slowly and carefully . He blew some air on my ass to ease my pain. It may sound vulgar but it was an act of kindness. When he touched it I experienced a tingling sensation . I could not point what it was but I was certain it was not fear. It felt good. Once he finished he put everything back in place and whispered,
Better.
I just nodded my head at that and went back to sleep.
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