chapter 3
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Jennie PoV.
After the talk with Jisoo, I was often out of world. Days passed and I was getting more and more distracted by Lisa and she is not even trying. Almost always when we are practicing the As if it's your last choreography I got lost in whos before me.
Jisoo tease me because of it often. I just can't help it, just imagine seeing your crush swinging her hips right in front of you!
I sighed.
"What's wrong nini? You look like you are in deep thoughts"
Lisa set next go me on floor. We are having pause on our practice.
"Oh, nothing too much, I've been thinking about...lot's..of..things? You can say" yeah there are lot's of things thinking about when I look at you. For example, your perfect long legs, that I wonder if they are smooth as they look like, or your long slender arms, or you god so hot abs, or your beautiful full lips that I wonder about if they are soft as I imagine and-
"Earth to Jennie?" She snapped fingers before my eyes. I blinked few times, I realized that I was staring on her the whole time.
I felt my cheeks getting hot.
"I'm sorry got lost again" I laughed awkwardly.
We went back to practice.
2 hours later
"Finaly home! Home sweet home, aww Kuma! Hello my love. Kuku come here~" the brown ball of fur run to me and hopped to my arms.
I felt head on my shoulder.
"Kukuu~ aww hosh ish a good boy huh~?" Lisa was lisping on him and petting him.
I put him down and went stright to my room. I get my over sized t-shirt and went to bathroom.
"I'm gonna take shower!"
"K' " they all replied to me from living room.
Lisa PoV.
I wonder whats going on with Jennie unnie. She is been mind distant for a while now. When I thing about it, she is like that since she went with Jisoo to public bath. Did happaned something? Did they get in fight? No, they seems alright. Have something happened between them? They have seems to be closer these day. Jisoo is always whispering to Jennie something and Jennie is blushing like crazy.
It makes me mad, I feel like I'm the only one who should make her blush. I was jelly jelly, so jealous.
I wonder how Jennies body looks like. She saw me completly naked and I only saw her in bikiny, thats not fair.
I blushed on that idea. What are you thinking Lalisa Manoban. It was just an accident, she didn't do that on prupose and it was your fault, she said she is going to shower first and yet you went to take shower.
I felt something cold on my cheek.
"Hey, you are turning to tomato."
I saw Rosé behind me, pressing can of coke to my cheek.
"Uh, I-I was just thinkig about something"
"Was is Jennie-unnie?" She set down next to me with her own can of sprite.
I startes panicking "what are you talking about Chae?!" I frowned.
She laughed on my reaction
"I was only kidding, but I can see that it's true, so why is Jennie on your mind or should I ask what is he doing there? Because, you are blushing like crazy."
She wiggled her eyebrows on me.
I couldn't say anything I just froze, but my face was burning.
"Hey it's okay to be gay" she laughed on me and put her arm around my shoulders. And grinned on me playfully.
I was trying not to burst in laugh, but she winked on me and I couldn't handle it.
"You are too much on me chipmunk" I said while catching my breath.
"What are laughing at Lisa yah~ am I not your type?"
She faked sadness and pulled slightly far from me.
"Hmmm, no I don't thing so" I said while faking thinking.
"So you are gay?" She asked me again.
I bited my lip.
"I-I'm not sure" I said, my voice is shaking slightly.
"Well, wanna talk about it?"
I nodded, but Jisoo came to room with phone in her hands.
"Uh, but can we talk in your room?"
"Okay~" she grabbed my hand and pulled me to her room. She closed the door behind her and pushed me on the bed.
"Woah, chipmunk slow down" I said jokingly. She grinned on me and jumped next to me on her bed.
"So?"
"So, I thing I may be gay?" I said looking at her.
" Thats cool" she said excited.
We talked about it and about Jennie, Rosé confessed to me, that she never dated guy, but still felt atracted to them, but also to girls, so she figured out that she is bi.
"I'm still not sure on 100% Chae" she startee to blush.
"Uh, I know it would sounds weird and it will be embaressing, but I have and idea how to make you more sure."
"Realy?"
"Yeah, you know, when you kiss someone and feel at least a little bit attracted to them it feel good, right?"
"Y-yeah? What are you saying is..?"
"Do you thing that Im pretty?" She looked me in eyes. I saw she was nervous.
"Um, yes? I guess so. You are cute little chipmunk" I smiled on her.
"So you wanna try it?" She asked.
"You mean like, kiss you?"
She just nodded, I know she was serious.
"Is it your first kiss?" I asked putting my hand on her cheek. She shooked her head.
"Good"
I pulled her closer to me, I saw how she closed her eyes. She grabbed gently on my hoodie.
Our lips touched. They were soft. I started to move my lips and she done the same. She turned her head to side, deepening the kiss.
It. Was. Weird. But not bad, her lips were sweet and to tell the truth, I was enjoying it. I pulled from her.
She opened her eyes.
There was the silence, I didn't know what to say.
"Um, that was. Good? Thank you. I think I might be gay after all" I smiled on her, putting few strengs of her hair behind her ear.
"Yeah, no problem" she grinned.
"Where did you learn to kiss this good Chae huh?" I teased her and started to tickle her. She was laughing loud, that we heard Jisoo to yell from living room.
"Hey keep it down you two! I can't hear nothing 'cause of ya"
"Sorry!" I yelled on her back and continued to tickle her.
After few minutes I stopped.
"Why did you just totured me like that, after I helped youu?"
She was catching her breath while sitting up.
"Thank you Chae" I hugged her.
"It's fine, plus you are great kisser too btw" she winked on my and grinned.
I think I realy like Jennie-unnie. After the kiss with Rosé, I realized it was different. When I accidently kissed Jennie, it gaves me butterflies in my stomach and sends electricity through my body. Kissing Chae felt nice so I think I may be attracted to woman.
But, what if she don't feel the same way about me?
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