" Are you afraid of me..?" Rowland's apple green eyes in the light, squinted up at Nick's endless oceans; who watched with hunger; "...or yourself?", Rowland hated him right now, for the fact that, Nick was in someway right. And he was still angry at Nick for exposing such a side of him that which he has never explored before, proving that Rowland had no idea who he really was all this time, and forcing him to face that fact. Rowland was angry at the fact that he took him to that resentful house of ghosts and angry at how beautiful he looked and smelled. And through all this time, Rowland's heart never had the chance to rest, it beat so fast that his chest felt light as if vacant, his stomach felt pinched with the thought of such pleasure. He couldn't stand the feeling, he couldn't co

