Lisa POV
After a partially confusing and partially enlightening conversation with my wolf this morning, I decided to finish packing so I could get the hell out of this place without seeing Sandra as she had a way of making me strange and not in a good way plus I didn't really have anyone to say goodbye to. I had spent the last 2 years working at the local diner and tutoring so I could have enough cash to buy a second-hand car, nothing fancy just reliable enough to get me from A to B safely and sometimes to sleep in as I rundown my checklist of things to do and people to find and right at the top of that list is Lu. I haven't been able to communicate with her through dreams since I woke up in this forsaken place where souls clearly come to die. I've missed Lu so much. Sometimes, I imagine if she stopped looking like me, if she has changed by how much, is it her looks only or did her personality change to, did she miss me and if she did why didn't she try to find me after all she is meant to be my shadow. pffft some shadow she turned out to be, as I huff in frustration. It sometimes feels like going on a roller-coaster of emotions as I go from feeling sad to hurt to anger, and all it does it leave me with confusion and a bitter taste in my mouth.
After I had packed all my things in the car, these were the moments that I was gratefull I had been placed in a room far from everyone it helped with being able to leave unnoticed which was exactly what I wanted to do right now. I made my way to the school to collect my transcripts so I could finally hit the road to my freedom. I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face at the thought, and I felt like I was waking for the first time after years of being asleep and damn did it feel good.