19 – Emerson
After I dropped off River and Drake, I took off to go and see Molly. I’m really not feeling myself right now. From the moment I entered the Packlands I really started feeling off. My heart was racing, my palms started sweating, and my stomach started feeling really warm. The further I get away from the Packlands the better I start to feel. I go to reach for my cell phone to call Molly to let her know I’m on my way over. “Shit.” I don’t have my cell phone on me. As a matter of fact, I haven’t had my cell on me since we left for Alpha Camp. I left it turned off in my room at the Packhouse. I wonder what I should do. Should I just break up with her now? I don’t want to, but it won’t be fair to her if I find my mate either. I should never have started dating her three years ago.
