Astral creation

Get what you deserve

Hello, my name is basit shoujiki. I am in class 10 this year, nothing has changed as always.

Ever since i was a boy, i always wondered “are humans really the best creation of god?". 

I was a happy kid back in the kindergarten, had many friends. Suddenly i got into a new city which was tokyo. I got admitted into the primary school here.

I was very exited to be in a new school, from my school bag to everything was brand new.

First day at class, i started to introduce myself to everyone.

“I am basit shoujiki, nice to meet you all. Hope we can be friends".

Every other students were giving me a weird reaction, but i thought maybe that's how people are? How naive i was.

There was this boy named watanabe, he was a big boy. He looked like someone who was like a leader figure to other students, hence i wanted to become friends with him first.

When i approched him with a smile, he became very very happy. I did not expected that to happen.

We started to exchange words frequently here and there. The first day of school went totally fine.

The next day when i meet with watanabe at school, i noticed a dark spot below his left eye. I asked him what it was, if he got hurt or anything. He didn't say anything and told me to not talk about it anymore. I obviously knew something was wrong.

I started to notice many marks throughout the month, until i found out that he used to get badly bullied by some other students. That totally shocked me, how could someone as big as him get bullied? He seriously could beat his bullies up pretty badly. It seemed like he was not the type of a guy to put up a fight. The more he was taking it, the more bullied he was.

He was so scared of the boys that he didn't even tell his parents about it. His obviously knew he was getting bullied, so they complained it to the principal.

There were 4 people who bullied him, all of them apologized to him and promised that they will never do it again.

That was not the end of it, they did stop attacking him physically but he was getting mentally tortured. Sometimes i stepped up to protect him and thats what made me their enemy. 

Watanabe was fat, those four were not the only people who used to insult him by calling him fatso. Most of the students were like that, nobody wanted to be friends with him.

That is when i realized just why he was so happy after i approached him to be friends.

The bullies continued to go on for few more years. Until we got into class 5, that's when it became far worse than before.

I told him to change schools, but he didn't wanted because he believed that everyone from other schools might do the same. 

Those four people from before were still on the same school as us, they have become worse than before. One day when watanabe was getting bullied, i saw it and decided to stop it. After i tried to stop those four , they started to punch me and kick me. It became physical, watanabe decided to protect me by attacking those bullies. I thought maybe it is for the best, if he fights back the bullies might stop. I was wrong as always.

Watanabe started to get attacked multiple times by them after the incident. One day he did not return to the school, i became very worried and decided to visit him at his house. He had a fever, huh not a big deal. 

He returned a few days later, being completely fine. I didn't see him getting bullied for some time and thought maybe it is all over.

A few weeks later, before the last exam of the year. A boys body was discovered near our school.

It was watanabe, he has committed suicide by taking many sleeping pills at the same time.

Yes, my only friend throughout my primary school days was dead.

The bullies never stopped, he still used to get bullied and i just didn't knew. Maybe it was my fault? Maybe if i did ask him properly if he was still getting bullied or not, he would have tell me and we could have solved the problem in some other way? Whatever it is, i sucked as a friend and as a person.

NO, it is not my fault. Those bastards are the one who deserves it. 

THe death of watanabe has shocked everyone in our school. The four boys were suspended from the school and their parents were fined a huge amount of money. Those money were sent to watanabes parents, of course money cannot bring their child back.

I became a lonely kid, i never tried to be friends with anyone else ever again.

The primary school days were over, i got into the high schools. Huh, those suspended kids are also in this school. Coincidence? I don't think so.

Because i was one of the people who complained about them to the principal, i became their new target. They started to bully me just like how they used to bully watanabe. I get to feel what watanabe was feeling all those time, should i be happy about it?

Those four made me look like a stupid infront of all the other students. Because of that, more people started to bully me. It got so worse that literally everyone in the class hated me.

I wear glasses all the time, they broke more than five glasses in a single year.

I was enduring it the whole time. I approached other students and tried to become friends with them for getting their support. It didn't work.

Some continued to bully me and most didn't care that i was getting bullied.

I also started to get suicidal thoughts, i thought it was meaningless to live. Humans are evil, all of them are. They are not the best creation, they are the worse. Maybe it wasn't god who created them, it was a devil.

One day i decided to kill myself by jumping out of a bridge.

I choose to do it during night time, when there won't be many people around the streets.

I went to the nearby bridge and looked down into the river. I started to cry, i had alot of dreams which i wanted to chase. It couldn't happen.

Finally after having a hard time thinking, i decided to jump out. I jumped into the river and suddenly someone grabbed my hand and pulled me up. That man saved me.

After saving me, he looked at me and started to laugh. I got very mad at him and he convinced me to walk with him. He took me into his apartment nearby, it was a bit small.

He called himself “the hyena".

He was a guy that looked like an 50 years old. He was very very creepy but i didn't get scared of him at all. Why would i be? I f*****g tried to commit suicide.

That guy changed my life completely, he introduced me to the eternals and angels. It seemed like a joke, but it  wasn't. He turned me into a fighter.

With more than a year of training, i became strong enough to call myself an B rank eternal.

EEeee, yea yea i get it. You are very kind basit, bas bas basit shoujiki. Can you let me go now?

Arghhhhh, it always comes down to this? Why can't you just try to enjoy this place. You stupid girl! 

OH, i am so so sorry. 

YEs, that's the attitude i like. You should be sorry.

I told you that you were ugly? How about you have s*x with me and just let me go. Please i swear I won't tell anyone. You know what? I always thought you were handsome, i just called you ugly because everyone used to do it. I wasn't serious, trust me.

You know what? I done with you b***h.