Last nights events were playing in my head like a broken record and pushing me towards depression for having cheated on Joe.
'But you didn't have any relationship status with him, I mean there was no label' stated my brain.
'You are soulmates for Christ's sake. What more status and label do you need. Those sparks should speak for themselves.'
'But HE forgot all about her the moment she left Texas and was cooly flirting away with someone else. HE doesn't deserve her. Jonty is so caring and dedicated. He is always there to protect, catch and support when she needs him', my mind defended.
It was undisputable. The support, help, care and love I received from Jonty was uncomparable. I needed and he was there, that mattered. Someone whom I had just met 5 days ago. was this also honeymoon eff
