It got quiet between us and I didn't feel like talking about the past anymore. I didn't want to think about everything and have to remember those emotions that I dealt with. It was bad of me to remember Chris in such a romantic way and I shouldn't have. How could I when I end up like this while nothing happened to him? He's not dealing with the damage he created and is moving on with his life being able to pretend that he did nothing wrong. It also wasn't just him, but all the other people that were involved when I was young. I must have been lost in my thoughts because I didn't notice Elliot calling me until he reached out to grab my arm getting my attention, but I instantly pulled my arm away out of reaction.
“Sorry…” I said, a little embarrassed by my action.
“It's okay…” he said as h
