After what Margaret told me I looked kind of bad, but what do I care if he has a girlfriend or not? Total is not mine anymore.
You cried.
I know, I know, but at least I didn't cut myself.
That is already a giant step in the situation.
Yes thanks.
But you care.
Of course I care, but he can't know.
Well, remember, it is not good at all to deny the feelings you feel.
I know.
Well, now I'm going to start studying because in a month we finish the year but in these four weeks I have three evaluations per week, I have already had several in recent weeks but I have even more.
I hear a knock on the door, the girls had left me alone because they went to classes but since I didn't want to go, I didn't go, I think that's clear, I was just getting settled in and all that, that's why I thought it was the best.
"I have something to explain to you" Cameron says as soon as I open it, damn if I knew it was he would have pretended not to be there.
"And what is that?" I answer with disinterest.
"Let me in?" he asks with a beautiful smile.
"No" I speak firmly.
"Well, Margaret is not my girlfriend" I laugh at what he tells me.
"Great explanation, you should be a lawyer. Since you justify yourself so well, now go, I'm going to start studying" I wave at him as if to leave.
"Okay bye, but what I told you is true" when he finishes speaking I close the door in his face but they knock again.
"Than?" I ask without knowing who it is but when I look up I see Cameron, what does he want back?
"You didn't say bye" he says with a smile.
"Damn it Cameron, bye, bye, bye" I close the door but knocks again. "What do you want Cameron ?!" I scream already annoyed, I think I finished what little patience I had left.
"Well, I'm sorry to tell you that my name is Damien, I haven't changed it yet" he laughs at what he says.
I look up and it's him, I scream his name while I hug him, I did miss him a lot to be totally honest.
"By the way, don't regret not calling you that because actually better, that name has me fed up and gives me a headache" he laughs at my anger.
"What were you doing?" he asks still leaning on the door frame.
"For putting me to study, what are you doing here?" I make it happen and sit on my bed.
"For doing the same, but I have to study different things so I'm leaving".
"And what did you come for then?" river.
"Because I wanted to know if you were okay" when he told me that I hug him, he is a love of friend.
"Thank you I love you".
"And I love you beautiful friend" he kisses me on the cheek and gets up to leave.
"Bye" I say waving like a princess.
"Bye" he laughs and closes the door behind him.
1 month later
Today we finished university and they already gave the marks ... I passed everything! Like my friends and Cameron.
Did they finish college? A little short a 1 year career.
Ha ha, what a laugh, I mean we finished the first year, with finals and everything, but we only finished the first year of the beloved university.
Oh there is good.
I know thanks.
"Sari, finish packing all the suitcases that dad will come to get them and we will go on the motorcycles" Laura warns.
The moment she said motorcycles, I can swear my eyes sparkled, I missed her because I haven't used it for like three months.
I go to the room and the girls already had their bags ready, it seems that only I was missing, they could have told me before but hey, I do them as fast as I can so I grab the suitcase and start to put everything away.
"I'm done" he arrived with my suitcase where the boys are.
"And Laura?" they ask me.
"What do I" I answer and everyone looks at me, why should I know everything? "I didn't see her, I don't know where she is".
"There she is" Thomas points to the stairs and indeed there was my sweet sister coming down.
We wait a long time and when dad comes we give him all the bags, in addition to telling him how much we love him. Cameron, Abril, Denise and Thomas are each leaving in their car so they took their own suitcases, they too could have helped us carry them but since Dad wanted to come get them we didn't tell him anything.
"Let's go?" I ask my brothers, I'm very excited to ride the motorcycle.
"Yes!" the three say, while Laura says it raising her arms as if she were on a roller coaster.
Damien told me that he still did not know what to do, if going to visit his parents, or his grandparents, or his sister first, it was a difficult decision, I for my part would go from the one that is closest to the one that is furthest but hey, I have no idea what he will do.
We start the bikes and go straight ahead, I love speed. How beautiful it is to feel the wind on your face and body, to beat the time of going, is the best.
When we got to the city each one of us went to his own place, Cameron to his house, Denise to hers, April to hers, Thomas to hers and us to ours. In case you are wondering about the apartment I had, I sold it, obviously I was not going to use it again and it was of no use to me having to continue paying for something that I am not using.
"My children," Mom says as soon as we enter the door and gives us all a hug at the same time.
"Mother!" the four of us told myself, for a while he had gotten used to saying this to us and he even told us in the supermarket, which made us too ashamed.
"Hello!" Alexa and Kiara arrive screaming, and they jump on us.
"Hello little ones" I tell them.
At that moment we began to have lunch, what a delicious mother cooks.
The bandages from the cuts on the wrists are getting smaller and smaller. I keep going to the psychologist out of obligation but it doesn't bother me, it's more ... I like it.
"Guys" our parents call us to the dining room.
"What happens?" we answer at the same time.
"We wanted to ask you, do you want to go on a trip with your friends somewhere in the world?" we look at each other and smile, we think the same, is this real?
"Yes!" my three brothers scream at the same time while I scream ...
"No!"
"Why not Sara?" Mom asks, holding my hand.
"Because I don't want to see Cameron," I answer.
"They cut, didn't you know?" this is David, thank you my dear brother.
"But don't you want to go on a trip with your brothers?" I nod. "And with some more friends, also Cameron is not going to be with you all the time".
"How do they know?" I ask and I just have a great idea. "Can I invite someone? He's a friend".
"Damien?" Mom asks.
"As you know?"
"I assumed it, and obviously yes, we really like that boy. It's okay that we only saw him once, but I think I at least love him already. You know why" mom looks at me and winks at me.
"It's true, what's more, I can tell you that I could even accept him as your boyfriend".
"Dad! He's gay" I yell at him and we all start laughing. "But are they really telling us?"
"Yes daughter, we were here a long time now, and well, all parents know and we all contribute money for everything, and now we can put a little more for your friend, we have no problem. But it is true, we are not rich but together we do what we can".
"So Cameron's parents, Denise's, Thomas's and well, everyone's, did you know?"
"Yes, my love, we have been preparing and saving for quite some time" Mom answered Laura's question.
Me: Dam !!!!!
Dam❤: What ??
Me: Do you want to go on vacation with my brothers and friends? My parents pay it all
Dam: Yes !!!!!
Me: Well, then we organize everything but ...
Dam: But ??
Me: but we're going on vacation
Dam: Yes hahaha are you happy?
Me: don't even say so