Meera~
What have I become? How can I do this to my own sister? How can I enjoy his touch and crave it all the time? Why can't I feel disgust when he touches me, even after knowing that he is just using me? I am nothing more than a s*x toy for him. He still hates me; when he is not touching me, he makes it very clear.
I am losing control, but was I ever in control when it came to him? Can't I just let myself loose within his touch? No, I can't. The guilt will always be with me.
I just want him to grasp my hand and never leave.
I leaned my head against the cold glass wall of the bathroom as the burning hot water poured over me, making me realize that I should burn. I deserve to burn forever.
I stayed under the shower, cleaning myself from the sin, and when I burned myself enough, I got
