Ryder I went upstairs quietly, steps soft on the carpet so Martha wouldn’t hear me from downstairs. The house felt still as if supporting my movement. I reached Lila’s door and paused. My hand hovered over the wood. I didn’t want to wake her if she was asleep. I didn’t want to scare her if she was crying. But I needed to see her. Needed to know she was okay after everything I’d said and done. I knocked lightly. Just two gentle taps. A soft sniffle came from inside. Then silence. The door opened slowly. Lila stood there. Her eyes were red and glassy, lashes wet like she’d been crying for a while. Her cheeks were flushed. Her lips trembled just a little. My eyes widened. Surprise and worry hit me at once. “Hey, what happened to—” I didn’t finish. She slammed the door in my face. I re

