Bella’s pov
Its been 2months now we married but still there is something which I feel Jacob is hiding from me. I really don’t understand his mood swing on moment he is happy and other moment he all angry beast version. I need to find what is bothering him and get it fixed, but How that’s again a question. Crystal and William has also return from their honeymoon and both of them has asked us several times when are we going for honeymoon, but my hubby just gives same answer there is lot of work pending. Oh God, give me a break. Everything seems to be fine in pack and there are no rogue attacks also, I know earlier there was rouge visit our territory but its all fixed. Anyways I cant force him if I do know that again he will go on his beast mode. One thing has not change our s*x life whatever it is but we do end up in each others arm. I know there is need for metal balance and trust in relationship apart from physical needs. But I guess something is better than nothing.
Other thing which bother’s me is my mother-in-law, who god knows but simply loves to create misunderstanding between us. Earlier I thought she is insecure so I didn’t bothered much, but no she just loves when he scold me. And this is only for us not for William and Crystal. Was she against this marriage but I don’t think so. How she use to treat me like her own daughter and always gives prefer to my choice and now my exist also doesn’t matter to her. The last time was the heights she did, I wanted to join pack in training them as I used to do the same at my Dad’s place, so I thought of asking Jacob but she said she will ask it will be easy convincing Jacob and to which I agreed unaware of her deeds. After 2days she told me Jacob has given permission and I should go with Frank, one of the pack member and will help me to introduce. But when I went on field trust me Jacob was looking at me in so anger that I will burn into ashes and immediately he dragged me to his office and started with his favorite job that’s right scolding me now a days more than loving me he keeps on shouting and getting angry on me and I am sure it is somewhere connected to my so loving mother-in-law. When I told him it was his mother ask me to, he just refused to listen saying his mom knows it clearly he will never like me going on field. Instead on proving my innocent I started arguing with him why I cant go to field which lead me to todays day. That is I am going to my parents house for few days I guess I need a break to think. I cant focus, whatever I do it jut goes against me and somewhere there is someone supporting my mother-in-law in this, but who? And why cant Jacob see this? We are mate cant he feel my innocence or is he dumb or is it his male ego. I just cant get it.
At dining table
We all were eating and that’s where I found exact moment to drop bomb of me going to my maternal home. Because Jacob has refused me earlier and now my last hope is my father-in-law I know he wont say know, hence I am taking my chances.
Dad, I wanted to go to my home…I mean my parents place can I please, I asked Dad giving my best innocent look. Well I am innocent but still sometimes you have to put some extra so..
Well, Bella why are you asking me, just go its your home and I am sure your parents must be missing you, said Dad giving me confirmation. Just when I was doing backflip in my mind came the most annoying voice..
NO, you wont go. And why the hell you want to go? Jacob started shouting on me intron of everyone
Jacob, what's the way to talk to your wife. Don’t forget she is also Luna of this pack, Dad object.
And if she wants to go then let her go she is your wife not some prisoner.
But Dad...he was cut by Dad showing his hand saying to stop the topic for now. Well I felt bad for him and don’t like someone talking to him in this tone but over here he is not understanding what can I do?