The scene froze and i could even hear the beating of my heart which rang very much audibly in my ears.
Everything just stopped and i may have unknowingly influenced the time and let it drag as much as i possibly can.
I hated and loved this moment. Yearned for this because i could get to relive a life filled with the gentleness and warm that only my family could give.
Yet i also detested it at the same time because i would have to lie, cheat, and play fake again in front of my loved ones.
A thing that i blamed myself for my innate fear that they might see me differently the instant i let my inner demons surface from beneath the deepest abys of my soul.
But alas, I guess my current abhorrent appearance was also an act of rebellion in and of itself so as to let them see the ugly t
