Andrea It's been two weeks, and I've been locked in my room by choice. My own mother and Amber haven't been able to reach me. It feels like my wolf and I are in this pit of despair that isn't ours. I can't figure it out. Maybe it's sedation. I destroyed several of the furniture pieces in my room. They ended up sedating me. I don't like being viewed as a loose cannon or unreliable because I'm not. I just made a mistake and pushed myself too hard. I can usually control it better. There were just too many wolves and my instincts kicked in. I can feel whatever they sedated me with is starting to wear off. I'm feeling like myself again. Which is good. My wolf, human, and mermaid side all coexist again. I woke to find someone had cleaned me up and put me into a simple t-shirt dress. I hear a

