This is what love is?

chapter 7

*** blue's pov ***

Its Monday. 2 days after i met Mikey, and all i can think about..? that's right Mike the knight, That man was juicy. s*x on a stick. he had the star role in my dirty dreams! The way he spoke so softly to my frank had my ovaries singing like a choir of angels.

Now I'm sitting in my office staring at a email that just came through, and ive read the same sentence about 20 times. i give up! I throw my head back in my chair, close my eyes and groan. Its all his fault! That man has messed me up and my vibrator! I'm gonna need to put new batteries in that too now. What hasn't helped is Frankie's non stop talking about her new best friend 'Mikey', How shes got a great idea how he should come for a sleepover, (not a great idea!) how she'll even share her noodles with him, she made such a show and tell of him, Hunter was jealous and its just not fair why Frankie got a cool friend and he doesn't, he wants to see Mikey too. Give me a break!

I spent my day cleaning out my draws and moving my office around. I wasn't going to be productive with any actual work, so rather than f*ck any inventory up or end up sending one of my 60 year old male vendors a dirty email, and possibly be the cause of his heart attack. I chose to move my desk because i have s*x brain!

I think i need to go to the gym and let some steam off , maybe il try meditating after? Thing is i haven't felt like this for years, come to think of it, my body didn't ever react to George like this? I just don't know what to do with myself or how to get over this little obsession iv accumulated?

The kids are finally asleep. I took them swimming after school, even after spending an hour on the punch bag, neither Enzo or Luca was free to come and spar. Ive kept myself pretty busy today, while im busy im not thinking to much, now im laying on the sofa with a large full glass of wine. Don't judge me this is me meditating! i got a murder documentary on the big screen and im relaxed!

my personal phone pings from the side table with a text message. Its 10clock? I'm not in the mood if it's my mum or Enzo, I'm ignoring it im meditating! although lucky for him Lindsey turned up Saturday evening. It cant be an emergency down stairs they would of called my work phone? i pick it up and its a number i dont recognize, i put my wine down and unlock my phone, when i read the message i go all giddy and swear i nearly p*ss myself!

"Hey its Mikey, i got your number from Alex, i was hoping you wouldn't mind? x "

Do i mind? i save his number under 'Mike the dike' giggling to myself. Obviously, the wine's doing a fine job! What the hell do i write back? Do i text back at all? Shall I pretend it's the wrong number? Do i like this guy enough to have my private number? After about half hour rolls by, now on glass no2 and im still fighting with myself. my phone pings again and it makes me jump so hard i spill some of my wine in my cleavage, Im literally a hot mess right now!

Mike the dike> "Its cool if you do mind, im a big boy and can take a hint, take care blue x" Sh*t! Sh*t! Sh*t! i take a deep breath and put my big girl panties on, im gonna reply! god bless you wine!

Me> Hey! sorry my phone was on silent. No your okay i don't mind, whats up? x" liar liar pants on fire!

Mike the knight> "Nothing much... But i did want to know if were single? And i'm not threatening! LOL x"

Me> "Lol i am single? although i do hope you are too? Or i will castrate you and wrap a bow around your balls and deliver them to your girlfriend!"

Mike the dike> "woah calm down there g.i Jane! Im single. No castrating needed, but you can tie a bow round my balls if you like ;)"

Me> "smooth..Mr Mikey, real smooth LoL x" oh im getting all giddy! i feel like a teenager and my crush is actually talking to me, im literally just winging it! im trying to act cool and collected but my body is screaming at me with the need to climb this man like a spider monkey!

Mike the dike> Well I'd like to think theyre smooth? LOL I'm just playing. the reason why is was texting... Well i was wondering if I could take you out on a date?"

Oh. my. god! He asked to take ME out on a date? all of a sudden I feel really insecure, I mean he is gorgeous like literally could have any woman he wants and he wants to take me out? Well I most certainly won't be a woman to be added to the list of f*cked and chucked!

Me> " Well romeo as much as I think that would be lovely, I'm not desperate for quick f*ck, soz x"

Mike the dike> "Me neither darling... How about you let me take you on a date, we have a nice evening and we can go from there? If it makes you feel better call Alex, I'm sure he'll vouch for me, nothing needs to happen or be expected we can just enjoy eachothers company? x"

Now i'm confused? although i melted a little at the 'darling', i don't trust myself not to be played. But his right, nothing needs to happen we can just have a nice evening, i haven't been on a date since the kids were born!

Me> Ok you got yourself a date, I'll let you show me how you wine and dine a lady... x"

wow! i sound so mature and calm.. I am anything but them 2! and dare I say flirty?

Mike the dike> " I will knock your socks right off beautiful. il pick you up saturday at 8pm? is that good for you? x"

eeeek! I need to scream into a pillow or do some girly sh*t like that!

Me> " Your talking a good game Mikey you better not disappoint lol, saturday at 8 is perfect. x"

Mike the dike> " You won't be i promise. send me your address and il see you then. sweet dreams beautiful x"

Me> " night Mikey x"

I follow that message with the address of the hotel, I can't even.... I'm going on a date? a actual date! a date with a man... god how many times do i have to say date?

what on earth do people do on dates now days, what do i wear, this man is god like gorgeous what on earth does he see in someone like me? he could have anyone he wanted! Im sarcastic, witty, weird, boyish, a few fries short of a happy meal! I normally intimidate men, and iv always liked it that way, im probably most things men don't want in a woman, do I care? not really. It's not like I'd really have to see him again? As long as I don't embarrass myself we can keep it simple, hi, bye, bobs ya uncle fannies your aunt!

I can't think too much into this, il drive myself crazy with what if's, I put my glass in the dishwasher, lock up and check on the kids and finally take myself to bed.