Be careful with me

Admiring a guy

Michael

I don't know what happened to me today,but trust me after seeing that little handsome boy , I started feeling weird.

I don't know his name but based on his looks,he must be from poor family, the guy looks so small which makes me want to care for him , take him away from every one's stares because according to his eyes he must be scared of people. Wait a minute, who is that guy with him, they seem to be close which  makes me disappointed.

Oh s**t, why am I even disappointed at first place?, it's not that I know him, not even planning to do that.  I started walking heading to my first classic which was English, I hate that subject because I find it boring and annoying, while going I saw that kid running with his friend behind him.

While  running he bumped into Robin, there is something I don't like about that bastard he always carry that I am boss attitude which I hate  most.

The guy looked pissed at first but later on I saw admiration while looking at that kid, pretending to get angry, what was his point the kid already apologized,  I wanted to go  there and stop that bastard from scaring that little guy, but before moving,  I saw his friend grabbing his hands ready to fight for him.

I didn't  want to waste my time after confirming that he will be fine,I headed to my class . But during my first lesson I wasn't able to focus, thinking about those big round eyes,sharp jawlines,small face with blonde hair. I don't know why but I feel attracted to the guy already before even talking to him.

In my life, I have never once been attracted to  any guy but why suddenly?, maybe I was mistaken. What I have to do is to avoid meeting that guy,   yes you call me coward, I don't mind calling me that, but just one glance I am already drooling. If my family gets to know that I am attracted to a boy they will not believe it because I am known as Mr Casanova who changes girls every week.

When it was  break time, I remained in my seat because it's not like I like clouded places, and the fact that I didn't want to see him again, I don't like this new feeling,  we were trained not feel sympathy and it's what I am feeling looking to that guy.

He has this lonely look which makes someone  wants care for him, but again I needed another book for another lesson, I decided to go and fetch it in my locker,  here we go. why am so unlucky I see  him talking to his friend, I think the other dude loves him considering the way he looks at him.

I opened my locker which was next to his, thinking that I will at least get his attention, which I didn't gain.

I stayed there for a while listening to there conversation yes you can call  me stalker but I promise you could have done the same.

"I am going to meet my math teacher" said the guy, and I saw disappointment in his friends eyes.

Is he in trouble again?, because being called in office means trouble, what could be the reason?  it's his first day at our school.

They walked away and I also decided to go outside to get some fresh air , I didn't know how much I need it until I was out. I decided to call my friend and pass time because I was bored on my first day  at school,let alone  I am not that obedient Child to start with.

"Tell me why you didn't show up on school today?", I ask him feeling annoyed.

" Relax don't tell  me that you already miss me that much, but  wait when did you became so obedient to go to school on first day I thought you were joking as usual, and again I hope you know now how it feels to be betrayed by you best friend "Said Brian.

" you knew very well that my Mom is back, how can I  stay at home during school time, you want me dead or something? I replied.

"Never mind it's not that your missed here, it's just that I am bored with out you my punching bag" I tell him wanting to annoy him because I know how he wants to be missed.

"Suites you, you know how to anger me but your going to stay alone the whole week" countered Brian

"Hey, come to school tomorrow or else I will came and drag your ass my self " I warned him.

Not letting him to talk, I hung up my phone knowing very well how he  hates it, that is when I remembered that I have a class after break time.

I always want to walk in first because i don't  enjoy those stares, but before entering I noticed that blonde guy sitting, I looked around to see if I am not in wrong classroom.

But when I looked at him again he was  being hugged by that same guy,I think he gat same schedule now looking at how tight he is hugging him already makes want to punch him and remove that smile on his face.

I walked in and had my seat with out them noticing me,  busy hugging like long-distance lovers. I coughed and I saw the blonde guy struggling to pull him away, searching for the voice owner.

Once our eyes met,I swear the world  stopped as I was lost in those blue eyes, past minutes I didn't want to meet him again, but right now I didn't want to look away from him. Scared that I might loose him and what the heck am thinking now, I sound like  possessive boyfriend but I don't mind becoming one.

We were distracted by  a bunch of students who came in shouting ,that is when we broke  our moment of admiration. Because looking in his eyes he also seemed to be enjoying looking at me

The teacher came and suddenly all eyes of students were now facing her, but only me I couldn't get my eyes off that guy.

"Lucas, I was told by Mr Richard that you changed your schedule" , said teacher.

And the blonde guy stood up and said yes madam, oh that's when I get to know his name is Lucas. Nice name,  and maybe I could start from here  call it  rushing I don't care because those glances he got from both guys and girls, was proof of admiration.

And his voice is the music I want to listen all day, I sound selfish but it's not bad sometimes to  be selfish, but what could be the reason to change his schedule on his first day.

That one, I will find out later, because I am now sure I want to get close with him. Wait am not being stupid? , it might be that he wanted to be with his friend.

During the whole lesson, I kept on glancing at him admiring those sharp jawline, but again I noticed that he kept on liking his lips while looking at clock which was on the wall in front.

Why does he seem uncomfortable?, I wanted to make him comfortable. Forgetting why am here, I found my self not writing.

"Excuse me Micheal, why are you not writing? Asked teacher. This is what I hate just because I stayed in her class didn't make any trouble, it gave her the guts to ask me those wired questions.

When I looked around all students was now staring at me, but in all eyes, I only felt Lucas's  eyes was burning me forcing me to look at his side. What I found in his eyes softened my heart, I saw confusion and then fear.

Maybe I was scaring him and confusing him that why should one refuse to copy notes. Okay here I go again starting to imagine things and words.

I opened my book and started writing, why am I bothered about his confusion expression?, maybe lately I've been taking a lot of drugs. When I looked again to the students, I saw their expression screamed it can't be words, it's like they expected more action from this small thing. I don't blame them because I spoiled them, always breaking the rules and being disobedient was my way of leaving at school.

But in Lucas's eyes and expression seemed to be calm, why did I want to see more, I wanted to impress him, make him happy .

Finally the bell rang and it is time for lunch. When I looked in his direction, I saw him parking his books but looked scared.

His friend dragged him