I didn’t go back to our house after that day. I stayed at Therese’ condo unit. After two days of making up with her and thinking about everything, I finally came up with a decision.
Today I went out and withdrew money from my bank account. I’ve come up to this after two days of battling with my conscience.
Everything is running smoothly between Therese and I. She already agreed to my proposal. We will go to California and get married there.
But something doesn’t feel right. My mind keeps thinking about Julia. I don’t know but I don’t want to leave her just like that. I know that this is just probably guilt that’s eating me up, but I don’t want to be confused anymore. I have to end things with her, whatever it is that’s between us.
I don’t want her to hope for anything especially now be
