Aurel's POV
Hearing all that made me unable to say anything for a few minutes. My mind felt so empty because, just like Mathias said, I didn't remember anything that happened back then.
They knew and kept their promise to Mathias not to tell me.
I knew that Mathias wasn't telling me a lie, but it made my head hurt. I blinked my eyes a few times and finally leaned back on the sofa. My body felt so weak.
"Aurel, are you okay?" Mathias asked, his worry evident in his voice. When he held my hand, I quickly pulled it away, and it would have hurt him again.
I held my hand because I knew I had done something cruel again.
With this kind of chaotic feeling, I shook my head softly. "No... I should be the one asking you. Are you okay?"
I held his hand, looking deeply at him. He had been going
