Love
805 Words
"I am so lonely." Everything gets boring when you are alone.
I am Aashish. A simple kid studying at 11th grade. I belong from middle class family. So, I don't get much money and the thing I enjoy the most is watching movies and reading manga.
Nowadays, everyone I see have a lover or two. So, even I wanted to have a lover. I had good grades in school and I talk a lot with girls. Even more than with boys. So, maybe I could make one of them my lover. That's what I was thinking. The reason behind it was my cousin Sandy. He has lots of girlfriends. He came to our city a few months back but he had relationship with almost 15 girls. He took me to visit them and slowly I got influenced.
If that was not enough, Roman, who I sit with proposed a junior and he is in relation. Actually,there is a girl I liked. She is the most beautiful among everyone in my class and I talk to her all the time about all the things. Her name was Ann. It might be that she seemed beautiful because I had feelings for her but still she was awesome. I didn't know I had feelings for her either until that incident.
Few days ago, I was joking with her at class when we started fighting. It was common to fight but she stood up and began walking out. I didn't like that so I kicked her from behind. Man, that was a huge mistake. She came back to her bench and started crying. I made a rule for myself that day 'Never kick a girl'. I felt really bad that I made her cry. I tried vary hard to make her stop crying but I am bad at wooing. So, I left the room with my friend, Bibek. He was my best friend. I didn't dare get in the classroom until a teacher came. She had stopped crying and thank goodness she didn't stop talking.
At the break, I went out with Bibek and Roman. Roman was busy teasing his girlfriend and I was just looking at them. It seemed fun to tease a girl. I wanted to try that too.
At night, I went to sleep at Sandy's place. . Oh god! He was doing something that got my interest once again. He was talking with his girlfriend at phone but the content were like this.
"It's okay babe. I understand if you don't love me. I am not worthy of you. " Sandy said.
May be his girlfriend was confused. She asked," What are you saying? "
" I know everything babe. Its okay if you are fed up with me. You can leave if you want. "
" Did I do something that made you angry? I am sorry if that happened. "
" No no. You didn't do anything I am the one at fault. How can you ever made a mistake. "Sandy was speaking in sarcastic manner.
" Babe , what happened? Please tell me I will make it up to you. Don't talk to me like that please. " Oh, wow. She was crying.
I was listening to the call and Sandy started saying the same words in a crying tone. But he was laughing alongside me. At last, he said that he was joking and nothing had happened. That was fun. Laughing while making another cry might seem sadistic but that was fun and I won't deny. Actually, I wanted to do the same with my own girlfriend but what can I do when I had no girlfriend.
Next day, there was a program at school. Sadly, Bibek didn't attend school that day but I met Roman. That guy exaggerated a lot of things and made it sound like being in a relationship was the first step to reaching heaven. I was tempted a lot. Finally, he asked.
"Do you love anyone? "
" No. I don't know how love feels but I felt sad when Ann cried the yesterday. "
"You wanted to cry along with her and you still say you don't love. If that is not love then what is?"
I felt like something was fishy but what do I know. Someone with experience would know more right.So, I said.
" Yeah. Maybe, I really love her. "
" Don't worry bro. I will help you make her yours. "
I wasn't ready to be in a relationship at that time but he said that that if I didn't step up right now someone else might and that line gave me courage. I said,
" Ok help me. When ahe comes tell her that I like her. I can't do it face to face. "
" Fret not. Everything will be fin-"
We were still talking when Ann suddenly came towards us along with her best friend Sam.
- Writer
