WHO AM I?

Stick to one... I mean I'm stick that nobody can grow up with.

I grow up in an orphanage where in I met no friends, only a teacher whom teach me a lot to learn, to stay and grow in a positive outline in my world as they say that “living in a good, better and positive way can lean your life in natural outcome which means you can have a successive journey as you lay your experience through the teaching skills.”

Morue: Look, looser is here!

Path: Oh no! Thin is here!

Garry: AHAHA!!

Rhina: What's your problem!? (A fake friends punch and pushed me)

Sarah: I bet you! She will loose and die HAHA

The bullies still upsetting me, I can't figure out how world is good. They keep haunting me even at my lowest. Oh God! Is that good for me, Is this what destiny wants?

I never know when the world will accept me. Every now and then, people make judge at me. They described me as pure innocent and ignorant.

... Oh! When the world will treat me right with appropriate things

.... Why even cheap, light against me?

.... Do they have care or want to deal with me nice things like they do to other?

.... But even I close my eyes, everyday, I'm in nightmare.

Greigo: Once you loose, you cover your eyes tears and fears, then, feel it wholly with mind and body, thinking how people handle their ability to weigh you, that's it! You loose too your opportunities to learn to succeed, you must cary on but think a hundred times, is that make any sense? People judge again and again even they do not know your stories, even you! You judge quickly, you do bad things against the world but many accept it, simply because, their eyes are close, same with you. You didn't see people upgrading and you? Still sitting and moaning, what will happen of you, still there? Worrying because on what people sees in you? You have your own abilities that they don't have, now your unhappy? Come on! Don't ruin your life in just a people simple mistaken. Prove them what you can that they can't have, love to the fullest because you may know how worth life is. Together, you are expected to be here in Ophanage Nobility, God present you here so be happy even life goes worst. Remember, God is willing to gave you successes so learn to pleased, wait and appreciate the things around. God loves you children.

(A future pastor in our 'Orphanage Nobility')

The Orphan passes me to another.

Luke: Good day, please claps your hand Jubilant Orphanage! Or even your not happy, appreciate little things children... Shhhhh.. Listen, feel the love of Earth, you don't know how it costs to your wonderful life. Things happen unexpectedly like you, do you like to be here?

We response no.

Luke: Then how are you supposed?

We almost say life is beauty when our world is belong to a family.

Luke: Aren't you happy here in shelter?

We response again as no.

Luke: life outside is not that good same with bad, life isn't perfect but there you have it to enjoy. Look at you in the mirror. Your healthy and strong enough to make things better.

By that, I get shame til his words goes in, and little by little, it put me down to play with my reality.

Luke: It look great that even squatters will told how lucky you are, you are being clean everyday, there's food to eat, water to swallow, a clothes to wear, there's a friend that will trust you and were able to rescue you. You are blessed remember. God not just put you to be here for nothing. He will lift you up when its your time to shine and you will be thankful.

Luke: My mom once said 'Follow your dreams and wear the things that you need. Follow your passion and never surrender but put little caution. God hide some opportunities and your abilities so you could able to experience journey outside the world and find lucky ones and be adventurous with no fears.

(A leader from Organization who took some commercial in our 'Jubilant Orphanage')