WHO AM I?

Being alone might help me to assure peace for my tommorow

By what he have said, I think loudly and dept. I do want real something to upward myself. I studied harder.

My life isn’t perfect without knowledge that’s why I love school since I found out it is the only way to find where my family have been, I need a job whom can give me a thousand salary.

I got shame and hopeless at time but I pursue my studies to make them proud at me at least 20% even there's a doubt. "I Will Win This" the only word I told myself a thousands.

Len: Look! Tiny is getting better?

Claire: Yes, she is. Hope all

Harold: Maybe she's insane

Michael: we have talk lately, she said she will find her family

Harold: oh! I told you! HAHA

Celine: then I'll prove she's not gonna make it

Harold: how? All years we've been together... Till now your still reluctant to like her

Celine: then why your obsess to like her

Harold: I like her since then..

Celine: whatever...

I believe that I can find my own family and real relatives no matter what because since I woke up on this world, no one can tell who really I am.

Carol: You like them?

Rhina: who?

Carol: An old man and woman there! (She pointed out there)

Kollen: I think they likely to have you, Rhina...

Rhina: Then, that's good...

Carol: I'm gonna miss you!

Kollen: Me too

Rhina: Hope to see you soon

The Cruz Family get me out in that world in the age of 16. They told me a lot of rules just because they wanted a real family that holds a love who will help everyone to live in a crazy world. No one knows that I am just their step daughter, actually they try to have a baby but it’s not what the God plan so they decided to live in America in long years and when they trying to live here in our country they decided to have a child in orphanage.

In the reunion, I feel so less, I see their relatives so happy with unconditional love, It’s nice to see them so perfect, and it hurt deep inside of me with tears in my heart and smile outside to pretend everything.

My first birthday together with them celebrated so fun and nevee be forgotten. Celebration was so cool, as you can imagine the cakes, the gifts a-and I really like it very much, and also they give education I wanted so I gave it back to them in a special way, i studied hard, as long as I can I tried to make it nice, excellent of all. I feel the proud they feel on me. Starts then I realize I love this family, and I don’t want to leave them from the time they choose me to be part of their journey as my parent.

We live all together happily, the years, the tears, the laughter, and the love, I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT THEM.

One night, while my family and I were sleeping silently someone shoot us out. My parents die, my step family who loved me more than I expect and the other three yaya was die, they kill by two people, I heard, “Sorry for that, It’s all about the business.”

I am the only one who gave another chance a life to live again but the bullet gave me unlighten colors, I was traumatized between two to three months and I can’t remember some of the details that happened.