Kat's P.o.v
I hear the door knob turn and it's as if I'm a deer caught in headlights,unable to move a muscle.He whistling to himself coffee tray in one hand while the other is struggling to get the keys out of the door with the other.He smiles and makes his way towards me, he's in a different suite.Where did he get the suite from? My palms are planted firmly into the table, pushing down harder and harder the closer he gets.He kisses the crown of my head and it feels like ice is running down my spine.
He places the cup of coffee in front of me but I'm glued to my seat, he makes his way to the fridge but I don't turn around "Where were you last night?"I hear some clanking in the background and my stomach begins to turn "I had some loose end I needed to tie up, by the time I realized how late it was I just slept at the office"
He places a plate of berries and a pastry in front of me and takes a seat across from me. He takes a bite into his donut "Hope you didn't miss me that much honey"He chuckles and takes a sip of his coffee "Kat,honey you okay? You look a little pale."I could feel myself flinch at his words, and my eye twitch as I replayed last night over again in my mind.The image of his friend on his knees playing over and over again. "Kat?Hey are you okay?.."He places his warm hand on mine and I feel all the blood instantly drain slowly from his touch.
This is how he wants it to be?He wants f*ck god knows who and do unspeakable things and just come home to me.And I'm just his stupid wife,his cover, his thing....fine.It takes every ounce of strength I have to force a smile."I'm fine,I'm just a little.. tired that's all.I think I had too much to drink last night"
He pats my hand and chuckles, telling me I should know my limits.That's when I'm hit with another instant replay of last night with his assistant lying on his desk as he slaps her,I can't keep it down anymore I race to the sink.I wretch uncontrollably, he comes behind me and rubs my back but it only makes it worse.After a few minutes I run the faucet and let the cold water hit my face.
"Hey Kat it's okay,why don't I run you a a nice warm bath and you can take it easy for the rest of the day."I just look up at him blankly as I remember his reaction to how much he enjoyed his friend taking him in his mouth.But I can't say anything, one one sound I just nod like an i***t and he kisses my forehead and heads upstairs.
I take a sip of water and head upstairs and see David's window, and wish I was anywhere but here.I walk into the bathroom and find him waiting for me"Water all ready for you, come on let's get you all cleaned up". It's as if I'm on autopilot.He has me lift my arms and lifts my shirt over my head and I'm hit with scent of the ocean,and my body begins to calm for a moment.Until my eyes meet Michael's then My entire body tenses once more as he helps me into the tub.The warm water envelops me and I begin to relax, that is until is see him start to undress.I wrap my arms around knees and grip them closely til it's unbearable, just like this moment. He smiles and tells me to move foward and for some stupid reason I do. He tells me to lean back and I do.
It feels like I'm leaning against marble. Cold, hard marble and it's painful to be near him.He tells me to relax and I try, how can he act as if last night he was not only f*cking his assistant but also his best friend. I try to play it off and pretend but it's killing me.He reaches for a wash cloth and slowly washes my shoulders and neck.I just stare into the distance unable to reach.Then I feel his hands circle my breast and I stiffen, he kisses my neck.Then his hand is at my inner thigh and I turn to look at him, my eyes widen and he tells me to relax as he kisses my unparted mouth.
His fingers enter me and I remain motionless, I don't know what to do.He puts my hand on his p***s and makes me begin the motions of up and down until I continue the rhythm he wants.He begins to moan in my ear.I don't want to be here.So I do the only I can do, I perform for him and pretend I'm not.I pretend he's someone else until he's done.He moans my name over and over, biting my shoulder, but just keep going at the same pace.I can feel my body betray me and feel him climax on my back.When he's done he kisses my cheek and cleans my back.He gets out and tells me not to take too long he wants to spend the day together. I sit there unable to do anything other than breathe. Just barely breathe.