Her Dangerous Behavior

Chapter 4- Into Dust

Kat's P.o.v

I fix myself, wash my face and pray I can look Michael in the eye....Should I tell him? No... Yes? I've never lied to him before, I've also never cheated before.Did I cheat? It was just a kiss, one kiss... oh god that kiss.No No No Kat stop.I sit down on the couch and turn on the tv. It was just one kiss it will never happen again, it was just the wine and the adrenaline from earlier and because he was in a towel...I bite down on my lip and swollow hard... STOP IT KATRINA! You're married, you have a husband, a great husband. What is happening to me. I pour myself another glass of wine, then another and my head begins to pound. I feel myself dozing off.

I feel myself swaying, as if I'm weightless and floating in the air. I open my eyes and realize I'm in Michael's arms.I see him looking down at me and he gives me a small smile. He carries me up the stairs as if I weigh nothing and he makes his way into our bedroom.He slowly lowers me onto the bed, .."What time is it?." I let out an obnoxious yawn and rub my eyes.."It's after two baby, you fell asleep on the couch."It's after two in the morning? Oh my god I slept for seven hours on the couch? Wait a minute."Are you just getting home? Why are you getting home at.."I let out another yawn and he interrupts me before I can finish my thought.."It's late baby let's get you to bed k?" He kisses me and his lips are warm and they feel good on mine.He tries to rise from the bed but I pull him in for another kiss. I make my kiss deep, and rough, a flash of David pops into my head and I bite down hard on his lower lip"Owe." He uses his thumb and sooths the bite"Kat? Are you drunk?"I shake my head and tell him I want him.My hands are fighting with his clothes and my conscience is fighting with the guilt I feel. I aggressively and uncharacteristically climb on top of him and rip his shirt off.

I pull my dress up above my head and quickly go to kiss his neck, and I take in his scent and I can smell alcohol on him.He takes my face in both his hands and looks me in the eyes and I find it hard to maintain his gaze "Kat, honey..what has gotten into you? This isn't you." I try to steady my breathing and I begin to grind my hip on his and I can feel him getting hard."Maybe I don't wanna be me this very moment..Maybe.I.Want ..you..to..Just. F*ck..me..stupid"Inbetween each of my words I lay deep kisses along his neck.After I say this he looks at me again with confusion"Michael I want you to bring me to my knees and punish me."

I go to kiss him again but he stops me."Seriously Kat stop it, stop it now"I'm not taking not for an answer though I'm literally throwing myself at him I don't understand"What is it?Don't you want me?" I unzip his pants and slowly start to stroke his c*ck.He let's out a sharp gasp, tilts his head back a little and I bite his earlobe"Kat you're drunk, you're not acting like yourself we sho"

I kiss him to shut him up I don't wanna think anymore, about today or about what happened. All I know is I need this, I need him.I push my panties to the side and lift myself up and lower myself onto his c*ck and see his eyes widen.He kisses me hard and I feel myself getting wet, I begin to ride him and he starts to call out my my name. I take his hand and place it around my neck..He looks at me with hesitation and I shake my head for him to proceed and he grips it tight.I increase my speed I begin to breathe heavy and images of David peak in everytime I close my eyes, I wrap my arms around Michael and close the space between us.He puts is hands on my hips and squeezes hard,I know he's about to climax that's when I open my eyes.I look out the window and see him walk by and I stop myself"Hey what's..what's wrong?Did I hurt you?" .."No, The window..Someone was by the window, they could have seen us."

He caresses my left cheek and kisses me.."Do you wanna give them a show?"He let's out a small laugh.I kiss him.What if I gave David a show?What am I saying? What is wrong with me? I'm not acting like myself anymore."Hey you okay?"I shake my head and put my hands around his neck and pull him in for a kiss. He lowers me down to the bed slowly and kisses my neck.I tilt my head back and can't stop picturing HIM...on me, inside me."F*ck me,take me now, I want it to hurt." He looks at me confused and I grab him tug his hair. Biting his lip I inch myself closer to him and then I spit on my hand. I stroke his c*ck as he watches my every move then without warning I feel him inside me.Each violent, welcomed thrust is met with me screaming for more or for him to go harder.I dig my nails into his back and he lets out a loud animalistic growl.I feel a pair of eyes on me and the sensation causes me to reach my climax.I orgasm, and my legs shake and it becomes hard to breathe.I feel Michael reach the point of no return and he collapses ontop of me.He kisses me once more before drifting off to sleep.I lay there deep in thought,unsure of who my orgasm belonged to.Then the guilt takes over again. What is happening to me...