Jumping awake, thank god that was a dream. My heart still beating a mile a minute and my breathing ragged from the dream. Slowly getting out of the bed and heading to my bathroom. I stare in the mirror and notice that there are faint black bags under my eyes like I have not slept in days, it was not so bad that it could not be hidden with makeup. Shaking my head I start the shower needing to clean the sweat from the dream off and also to clear my head. I just don't understand what its suppose to mean. Nate has been coming over every night like always and nothing has changed in are relationship and it makes me wonder what he had said. This is the first dream that I have remembered in a long time, I usually wake up not being able to remember what my dreams are about. Feeling the fear in my

