Since i realised the kind of ultimate sacrifice I offered. I haven't been in peace for the past two months. I feel as if one part of me died. Not because of that can't lay with any woman. It's just that won't be able to live a normal life like most men do. Can't have a family cause of this. At least can have my own kids in future cause of surrogacy. It's not been an easy journey like I thought it would. The goddess and I meet up five times a week. She's not been giving me time to rest. Can't complain much cause have gained alot from this. Have been able to live the lavish life, I have always desired.
Tamima has been guiding me well on how to run her business and that has made me desire to run my own business empire. She's been so good to me and I thank her for everything. For changing my
