Yesternight wasn't expecting the queen to torment me as she did. She always informs me every time we meet that am only hers. I have already accepted it and know that can't live a normal like other people. She's been a great help to me but causing darkness at the same time. It's been some months since entered the secret society. I feel that am overwhelmed even though it's just the beginning. Yes, I didn't think that things would end up like they are now. I didn't know what it meant by being the queen's favourite. She's slowly making me her slave. Everything that I do to her is to make her satisfied. I didn't think that she would control my life like am her slave.
"Stop overthinking Blake you will have to accept your life. That you can't have a normal family like other people", Sasha infor
