She is sleeping next to me looking like a little angel though, in reality, she isn't that innocent. After we had dinner at the fancy restaurant yesternight. I urged Amanda to follow me home and to my surprise, she didn't refuse. She was so good yesternight, I had missed making love or should I say banging her since she isn't the love of my life or whatever she is now in my life. She knows how I like it and that's was among one of the reasons why I accepted her as my girlfriend again. Don't get me wrong ain't a manhoe in anyways, but a little banging doesn't hurt. As I stare at her, everything that she did to me keeps replaying in my mind. Is it that am too hurt and bitter to forgive and let go? Can't fathom what's happening to me but all I want to do now is exert revenge on everyone who m

