I just figured if you saw me, if you looked in my eyes, you'd remember our connection and be freed from the lies. I just figured I was something that you couldn't replace... but there was just a black stare and I couldn't relate.
-Nikki Minaj
"You're sorry?" I croaked, pissed that my voice was still a mess. "What are you sorry about?"
"You should really rest. The doctor said-"
"I don't give a f**k about what the doctor said." I tried to scream. "I asked a question."
I can't remember the last time I had actually sworn but I was so done with the lies and the deceit. I was lying in this hospital bed because I tried to do the right thing.
We were done. She made that very obvious and yet, somehow, I held this hope that we weren't. I didn't want us to be. I wanted to believe that every b
