Lose Control (R18+)

Chapter 2

This is the day. I don’t want to admit it, pero medyo kinakabahan ako.

I still accept new clients, yes, but the last time I did this was about two months ago. And all are repeat clients. I already have my own pool of clients. This one is different. Bago. Hindi ko kilala. Ni hindi ko alam ang mukha. I didn’t feel the need to see what he looks like first dahil ayoko ma jinx. I want to see him on that exact moment.

Ihinanda ko na ang usual attire ko. It’s nothing fancy. Since I don’t need to be the object of the client’s s****l desire, I don’t have to wear too revealing clothes. I’ll just wear a spaghetti strapped summer dress. Nagdala ako ng extra clothes dahil SOP iyon sa trabaho.

I don’t want to go home drenched in a stranger’s c*m.

Ten minutes before ten ay paakyat na ako sa elevator that will bring me to the penthouse. Ilang beses akong huminga ng malalim. When the elevator doors opened, agad kong nakita ang living room ng penthouse.

There’s really nothing new. My past clients also live in places like this. Medyo madilim dahil lamps lang ang nakabukas na ilaw. Namangha ako sa night view at ng city lights mula sa glass walls kaya patakbo akong lumapit doon.

Nagulat ako nang may tumikhim sa likod ko.

“Who are you?” Malagom ang boses ng lalaki. Hindi ko masyado makita ang mukha nya dahil nasa likod nya ang mga lamps. All I can see is his firm built.

I blinked a few times. “Uhm, are you the client?” Alanganin na tanong ko.

Ginalaw nya ang kamay nya at bumukas ang mga ilaw. He was holding a remote control pala.

My eyes had to adjust to the lights. Ilang beses akong kumurap hanggang luminaw na ang itsura nya. Magsasalita na sana ako nang mapansin ko ang way ng paghagod nya ng tingin sa akin. Parang... disappointed sya.

I clenched my fist. Damn. Ito ang ayaw ko sa mga bagong client. I had to explain every time kung bakit hindi ako sobrang ganda at sobrang sexy when I have to be in this profession. Work hazzard talaga kapag hindi sobrang pala ayos.

Ako naman ang tumikhim. “Before you judge me, I want you to know that yes, hindi ako maganda at sexy. But I am not here to offer my beauty or body. I am here for what I can do.” Confident na sabi ko, pero palihim akong napalunok. Inisip ko agad ang kontrata. This needs to happen.

He c****d his head on the side na parang bored sya. “What can you do for me, then?”

Fuck. ‘Yung boses nya parang may kung ano na nagpalambot ng tuhod ko. I tried to keep my balance kasi hindi ko pwedeng ipakita sa kanya na affected ako sa kanya.

Artemis is not saying nonsense. Sobrang gwapo nga nitong client na ‘to. Very manly. Ang sarap manyakin. The veins in his hands are so sexy. Kitang kita sa fitted nyang tshirt ang ganda ng hugis ng katawan nya na nagtatago.

But I am a professional. Hindi ako dapat magpatukso. I’ve had many clients as hot as this guy anyway.

I am the alpha in this situation. I am in control.

“Why don’t you take your clothes off now so I can show you?” It wasn’t supposed to sound like I am flirting but I hate that it did. Naka sando lang sya at boxer. Ayaw ko man tingnan ay dumako na sa bandang baba nya ang tingin ko. May bulge. How big is he?

But he seemed to be really confused. Kunot ang noo nya na nakatingin lang sa akin.

“Can you wait a second? I just need to make a call.” Itinaas nya ang daliri nya tapos naglakad sya palayo sa akin.

I rolled my eyeballs.

Well, f****d. Siguradong si Artemis ang tatawagan nya. Itatanong nya kung ako ba talaga ang pinadala nya.

Natawa tuloy ako. This is awkward.

Pucha hindi naman ako ganoon kapangit, ah? Kung mag-aayos ako ng todo, alam kong magagandahan din sya sa akin.

Nakatayo lang ako doon na parang tanga. Ihinanda ko na ang sarili ko sa pagbalik nya at sasabihin nyang umuwi na lang ako. Aba, baka unahan ko pa sya. Wala na ako sa mood. Gusto ko na lang umuwi at humilata at manuod sa Netflix. To hell with the one hundred thousand!

He came back after a few seconds. He still looked not convinced. Pinasadahan nya ulit ako ng tingin na parang nagdadalawang isip pa rin sya. Nakakadurog ng confidence kahit ang tingin pa lang nya ang lalaking ito.

“Look, if you think this won’t work because you’re disappointed with the way I look, okay lang. Better call Artemis again to cancel this whole thing.” Nakangiti na sabi ko. I don’t want to look like a loser.

Kumurap sya ng ilang ulit. “N-No, it’s okay. I already talked to Artemis and she guaranteed...” He trailed off as he starts looking at me again.

Nainis na talaga ako. This is embarrassing! “Hindi, okay lang. I better go,” Hindi ko na hinintay ang sasabihin ko. Nang marating ko na ang harap ng elevator ay nakaramdam ako ng urge umiyak. f**k.

Uuwi ako na durog ang self-confidence ko. Wala naman syang sinabing pamimintas particularly but the way na hinagod nya ako ng tingin, alam ko na kung ano ang umiikot sa isip nya. I’ve seen that type of look.

Pinindot ko na ang button para bumukas ang elevator. The doors opened immediately, pero bago ako makapasok ay may humawak at pumigil sa kamay ko. Mahigpit. Hindi ako nakagalaw.

Lumingon ako at nagtama ang mga mata namin ng lalaki.

“Stop it,” Matigas na sabi nya.

Hindi ako nakapagsalita.

“Don’t be a drama queen and just make sure you can make me come,” Pagalit na sabi nya bago nya ako hinila na para lang akong isang sako ng uling.

He pulled me past the grand living room. Umakyat kami sa staircase at sumunod lang ako sa kanya. Mahigpit ang pagkakahawak nya sa palapulsuhan ko na parang tatakas ako anytime. He opened the first door nang maka akyat na kami. Naisara nya na ang pinto nang makapasok na kami at hindi nya pa rin ako binibitiwan.

Ang pinaghalong amoy ng sabon at natural na amoy nya ay nanuot sa ilong ko. s**t. Nakaka tempt naman ang lalaking ‘to! Nawala na sa isip ko ang ganda ng bahay nya. Ang ganda na ng katawan nya ang nakatatak sa akin ngayon.

Hinila ko ang kamay ko pero hindi pa rin nya ako binibitiwan.

“Now, what should I do?” Medyo humihingal na tanong nya.

“Let me go,” Mahinang sabi ko.

Tiningnan nya ang kamay nya na naka hawak pa rin sa akin. Tapos parang napapaso na binitawan nya ako.

“Now, what?” Salubong ang kilay na tanong nya. He put his hands on his waist, lalong namintog ang mga muscles nya sa braso nya.

“Take off your clothes,” Matigas na sabi ko. Ibinaba ko ang bag na dala ko sa kama nya. Sinundan nya lang ako ng tingin at nang mapansin ko na nakatingin lang sya sa akin at hindi pa rin gumagalaw. “What are you still doing? Maghubad ka na,” I hissed at him.

Atubili na hinubad nya ang sando nya. I opened my bag and took out a bottle of a gel and four pieces of silk ropes. I also got an eye mask. I looked around and saw two chairs. Lumapit ako doon habang hinuhubad nya naman na ang boxers nya. I studied the chair and when I saw na sturdy naman, tumingin na ako ulit sa kanya.

Holyshit. Pucha ang sexy. ‘Yung abs nya and ‘yung p*********i nya.. I was right. He’s big. And he’s shaved! Mabuti naman. Prefered ko na shaved ang clients dahil nakaka abala pa minsan kapag hindi at unhygeniec sya for me.

“Now, what?” Parang bored na tanong nya.

“Come here, sit on this chair.” I commanded.

Naglakad naman sya palapit sa akin. I bit my lower lip secretly kasi s**t, natuturn on ako sa paglalakad nya pa lang na nakahubad. Ni hindi ko pa sya nahahawakan.

Umupo sya sa upuan. Lumuhod ako sa harap nya. “I’m going to tie you in this chair. These are silk ropes so hindi ka magkaka mark just don’t struggle too much.”

“Why would you tie me?”

I smiled at him. “You’ll know.”

Hindi na sya nagsalita. I tied his two hands and feet. He looked so regal just sitting there naked for me to see.

“What’s your fetish?” Tanong ko sa kanya.

He smirked. “What, would you do it?”

“Nope.”

“Then why ask? Can you start doing what you’re going to do?” There’s a slight frustration in his voice.

“Don’t tell me what to do. I tell you what to do. You’re the one tied in that chair.” I mocked him.

Nawala ang ngisi sa labi nya. “What is this? What are you going to do?” I don’t know if that’s excitement, nervousness or both in his eyes.

“Shut up!” I hissed at him. Lumapit ako sa kanya at akmang lalagyan ko na ng eye mask ang mga mata nya but he started to move.

“Why do you need to cover my eyes?”

“Part of the experience. Stop resisiting!” Mabilis kong ilinagay sa mga mata nya ang eye mask.

He kept on moving his head. “This better be worth it,” May lakip na hamon sa boses nya.

“Maybe.” Natatawa na sagot ko.

“f**k,” Ang tanging nasabi nya.

I just stood there looking at him, admiring his physique and manhood.

“Aren’t you going to start?” Maya maya ay tanong nya.

“Start what?”

He gasped. “Are you playing me?!” This time ay parang inis na sya.

“Can you f*****g relax and wait? You’re so used to people doing anything you want them to do. This time, you’re going to be on the other end.”

“f**k you,” He spat.

Tumawa ako pero aroused na aroused na ako sa ginagawa ko. f**k. Hindi naman dapat ganito.

“f**k you,” I answered back.

“Let’s stop this f*****g nonsense. I am not feeling the thrill I was hoping for,” I feel the helplessness in his voice. Parang gusto nya nang umalis.

Ah, then this is starting.

Inilabas ko ang cellphone ko at naghanap ng isang porn video.

“What’s your fetish?” Tanong ko ulit.

“Untie me,” Imbes ay sabi nya.

“But why? We’re just getting started,”

He’s now looking more helpless. He’s trying na makawala sa pagkakatali ko sa kanya.

“What’s your fetish?” I asked again.

“f**k you.” He spat again.

Nag play na lang ako ng kahit anong video. I downloaded porn videos na very vocal ang mga ‘bida’ at ang mga katawan nila.

I saw him stiffened when he heard the moans. He stopped moving.

“W-What was that?” Tanong nya.

I didn’t answer. Ilinapit ko ang cellphone sa tenga nya para mas marinig nya.

Hindi na sya ulit nagsalita.

“Can you imagine that you’re the one making this woman moan this loud?” I whispered in his left ear while his right ear is listening to the sound.

I saw him swallowed, pero hindi sya sumagot.

“He’s really big, and hard. He’s f*****g her fast and deep. The bed is screeching from too much force. The girl likes it so much.”

I looked at his d**k. Kita ko na nagrereact na iyon.

The girl in the video then started moaning dirty words. I saw him swallowed again. I put two of my fingers on his shoulders and slowly ran it down to his chest. Pumitlag sya.

“W-What.. is that you?”

Hindi ako sumagot. I just let my fingers slowly ran through his muscular chest while the moaning on the video is still going on. Sinanggi ko ang n****e nya at napapitlag na naman sya.

His d**k’s slowly rising. Hindi na rin sya mapakali, his hips kept on moving.

Inilapag ko ang cellphone ko but I stayed standing at his back. This time ay ginamit ko pa ang dalawang daliri ko sa isang kamay para himasin rin ang katawan nya.

Then I stayed on his n*****s and I kept on creasing it.

“Ah, f**k!” Tumingala sya at sumagi ang likod ng ulo nya sa mga dibdib ko. I wasn’t expecting that!

In a while ay kita kong nakatayo na ang p*********i nya. He’s so aroused now.

His chest started heaving. Palalim na rin ng palalim ang hininga nya.

“Yes! Ah!” He moans.

Nang mapansin ko na sarap na sarap na sya ay lumayo ako sa kanya. Kita ko na lumingon lingon sya.

“Where are you?”

“I’m here,” Sabi ko.

“Continue,” That’s when I know that the fun will surely starts now.