Jun’s new role was a baptism of fire and moral compromise. "Regional patrol coordination" was a bland title for a portfolio that included counter-espionage, interrogation of suspects, and the "neutralization" of security threats. Colonel Park was testing his new weapon, seeing how far the ambitious captain would go.
Jun’s first test came a week later. A fisherman from a coastal village was accused of communicating with South Korean intelligence via coded messages in his daily catch reports. The evidence was flimsy, based on the paranoid report of a local Party official. The man was dragged to the base, terrified and protesting his innocence.
Park observed from a corner of the interrogation room, a silent, looming presence. The job fell to Jun.
Jun walked into the room, the stark bulb overhead casting harsh shadows. The fisherman, a man in his fifties with a face weathered by salt and sun, looked up at him with the wide, hopeless eyes of a trapped animal.
"Please, sir," the man begged, his voice cracking. "I am a loyal citizen! I only report the fish!"
Jun didn't look at Park. He looked only at the fisherman. He saw the callouses on his hands, the simple fear of a man caught in gears he didn't understand. This was the "internal threat" he was now tasked with eradicating.
He could have been gentle. He could have questioned him fairly. But Park was watching, measuring his ruthlessness. Showing mercy here would be seen as weakness, a lingering sentimentality tied to the woman in his cabin. It would endanger Yuna.
So, Captain Ryu Jun, the rising star, did what was expected.
He backhanded the man across the face. The sound was like a gunshot in the small room. "Loyal citizens do not have cousins in Busan!" Jun snarled, inventing a detail to heighten the pressure. He leaned in close, his voice dropping to a menacing whisper. "Who do you signal? What are the codes?"
He spent an hour in that room. He never laid a fist on the man again, but his psychological assault was relentless. He towered over him, his presence suffocating. He alternated between cold, logical dissection of the "evidence" and sudden, explosive bursts of anger. He preyed on the man's fears for his family, his deep-seated terror of the state.
Yuna, in the cabin, felt the shift in the camp's atmosphere. She saw Jun return that evening, his knuckles raw, his eyes hollowed out, the scent of sweat and fear clinging to him. He went straight to the washbasin and scrubbed his hands, over and over, as if trying to remove a stain that wouldn't come out.
He didn't speak to her. He couldn't. He stood by the window, his back to her, a statue of self-loathing.
She didn't offer empty comfort. She didn't tell him it was alright. She simply went to him. She stood behind him, close but not touching, and rested her forehead against his rigid back.
"I heard," she said softly. "The fisherman. They released him an hour ago. He confessed to nothing because there was nothing to confess. But he is broken."
Jun flinched as if she had struck him. "I broke him," he said, his voice gravel. "For nothing. To prove a point to a monster."
"You saved him," she corrected, her voice firm. "You could have let Park's men have him. They would have pulled out his fingernails until he confessed to being the American president. You gave him terror, but you gave him his life. In this world, that is a mercy."
He turned around suddenly, his face a mask of anguish. "Do not justify this, Yuna. Do not clean the blood from my hands. I need to feel it. I need to remember the price of this game."
"Then feel it," she challenged, her eyes blazing. "Let it fuel you. Let it make you cold and sharp and perfect. But do not you dare let it break you. I need you whole. I need the man who can play this part, and the man who kisses me in the dark to be the same person. If you shatter, we both die."
Her words were harsh, a mirror held up to his own darkness. She was not asking for a hero; she was demanding a partner who could wade through the blood and muck without drowning.
He looked at her, truly looked at her, and saw not an innocent he was corrupting, but a queen standing with him in the trenches. Her strength was a lifeline, pulling him back from the abyss.
He reached for her, his movement rough with need. He kissed her not with tenderness, but with a frantic, desperate hunger, a need to reaffirm his own existence through hers. It was a collision, not a merging. Clothes were torn, not removed. It was fast, intense, and raw, there on the floor before the fire, a physical exorcism of the day's horrors.
Afterward, they lay tangled together in the dim light, their breathing slowly returning to normal. The silence was heavy, but it was no longer filled with his shame. It was filled with a shared, grim acceptance.
"I will have to do worse before this is over," he said into her hair, his voice now calm, resolved.
"I know," she whispered, tracing the scar on his shoulder. "And I will be here. To remind you why."
The following week, Jun was given his first true "neutralization" order. A border guard sergeant was suspected of planning to defect, of passing information. This time, the evidence was concrete. The man was a traitor.
Jun didn't interrogate him. He took Min-jae and two of his most trusted men. They tracked the sergeant to a remote section of the border during his patrol. There was no drama, no final speech. As the sergeant raised his rifle, Jun put a single bullet between his eyes from two hundred meters away. It was clean. Professional.
He stood over the body, the man's blood seeping into the frozen earth. This time, there was no self-loathing. There was only a cold, hollow feeling. This was the path he had chosen. This was the man he had to become to protect the one thing in his life that was real.
When he reported the successful operation to Colonel Park, the Colonel clapped him on the back. "Excellent work, Captain. Clean. Efficient. You are exactly the man I thought you were."
Jun met his gaze, his own eyes as cold and dead as the man he had just killed. "Thank you, sir."
He was blooded now. Fully initiated into the inner sanctum of Park's power. The wolf was not just on a leash; it was hunting for its master. And with every kill, every compromise, Jun buried the memory of the Nighthawk deeper, building a tomb for his own soul, with Yuna's love as the only light in the darkness.