A strange, fragile peace descended upon them in the weeks following Major Oh’s “accident.” It was the quiet of a battlefield after a decisive victory, littered with the ghosts of their former selves. Jun’s position was now unassailable. He was Colonel Park’s right hand, a figure of fear and respect. The whispers about his ambition had ceased, replaced by a terrified silence.
With the immediate threat neutralized, a new space opened between them—a space not just for survival, but for something more terrifyingly intimate. It began with small, deliberate acts of reclamation.
One evening, Jun returned to the cabin not with the scent of gun oil and cold intent, but with a small, frost-bitten plant clutched in his hand. Its leaves were a defiant evergreen, and nestled at its center was a single, perfect camellia bud, its petals a shocking, blood-red against the drabness of the room.
He said nothing. He simply found an empty tin can, filled it with soil, and placed the plant on the rough-hewn windowsill. It was an absurd, beautiful gesture. A thing of delicate life in their world of concrete and steel and death.
Yuna stared at it, her throat tight. “It’s beautiful,” she whispered, her voice thick with an emotion she couldn’t name.
“It grows in the shade,” he said, his back to her as he removed his boots. “It doesn’t need much light. I thought… it would survive here.”
Like us. The unspoken words hung in the air. They were growing in the shade, too, finding a way to bloom in the darkness.
That single, reckless act of beauty opened a floodgate. Jun, the man who commanded armies and ordered deaths, began, secretly, to court her. His language was not one of flowers and poetry, but of stolen moments and lethal protection, and to Yuna, it was more romantic than any sonnet.
He began leaving small, impossible gifts on her sewing table. A piece of dark chocolate, pilfered from an officer’s supply crate. A single, sharp-edged shard of obsidian that caught the light like a black diamond. A new, finer needle that wouldn’t tear the fabric or hurt her hands.
He never said they were for her. He simply left them where she would find them. And she, in turn, would leave things for him. A portion of her rations saved for when he returned late and hungry. A neatly folded handkerchief, embroidered in a hidden corner with a tiny, soaring hawk. Their cabin became a secret garden, a repository for the fragile, unspoken tokens of their affection.
The greatest gift came on a moonless night. He woke her gently, his hand over her mouth, his eyes glinting in the dark. “Don’t speak. Come with me.”
He led her, silent as a shadow, out of the cabin and away from the base, deep into the heart of the forbidden forest. She followed without question, her trust in him as absolute as her fear of their world. They walked for nearly an hour until they reached a place where the trees thinned, revealing a hidden thermal spring, steam rising from its dark water to kiss the frozen air.
“The water is hot,” he said, his voice a low rumble. “It comes from deep in the mountain. No one comes here. It’s safe.”
It was a paradise carved into their personal hell. He had brought her to a place of warmth, of privacy, a sanctuary away from the ever-watchful eyes.
He didn’t wait for her. He began to undress, his movements unhurried, his gaze locked on hers. In the faint starlight filtering through the steam, she saw the map of his body—the hard planes of muscle, the pale scars that crisscrossed his skin like a record of his service, the dark, brutal beauty of him. He was a weapon, a soldier, her killer, her protector.
He stepped into the water, the steam curling around his waist, and held out a hand to her.
Her fingers trembled as she undid the buttons of her rough dress, letting it pool at her feet. The cold air pebbled her skin until she stepped into the spring, the almost-scalding water a shocking, delicious embrace. The heat seeped into her bones, melting the perpetual chill of fear she carried.
He drew her into the center, where the water was deepest, until she was suspended in the warmth, held afloat by the water and his arms. They didn’t speak. There were no words for this. He washed her, his touch not erotic, but reverent. He lathered a rough bar of soap and worked it through her hair, his strong fingers massaging her scalp, washing away the grime and the tension. He smoothed the soap over her shoulders, her back, her arms, as if anointing her, cleansing her of the taint of their world.
She, in turn, took the soap and washed him. She traced the scars on his back, the bullet wound on his shoulder, the faint bruise on his ribcage from a recent training exercise. She washed the blood—both literal and metaphorical—from his skin, her touch a gentle absolution for the sins he committed for her.
When they were clean, he simply held her, her back against his chest, his arms wrapped around her as they floated in the primal heat. The silence was broken only by the gentle lap of water and the distant cry of a night bird.
“I would burn this entire country to the ground for you,” he murmured into her wet hair, his voice raw with a truth that was both terrifying and sublime. “I would kill every man in this regiment. I would walk through fire and never feel a thing, if it meant you could have one moment of peace like this.”
It was not a lover’s sweet nothing. It was a confession of a love so all-consuming it was indistinguishable from damnation. And she loved him for it.
She turned in his arms, her skin slick against his, and kissed him. This kiss was not desperate or furious. It was deep, slow, and achingly tender. It was a kiss of gratitude, of profound, soul-deep recognition. Here, in this hidden spring, surrounded by enemies, they were not a captain and a castaway. They were just a man and a woman, bound by a love that was as fierce and untamable as the mountains themselves.
They made love there in the water, their movements fluid and slow, a sacred ritual in their garden of stone. The steam wrapped around them like a protective shroud, the hot water a balm on their scarred souls. It was the sweetest darkness, a moment of pure, stolen heaven at the heart of their shared hell.
Later, as they dressed in the freezing air, their skin flushed and clean, Jun took her hand. “This is ours,” he said, his gaze sweeping the hidden clearing. “No one can take this from us.”
As they walked back to their cage, hand in hand, Yuna knew he was right. They had carved out a piece of eternity for themselves. Their love was a forbidden garden, blooming with blood-red camellias in the shade, and she would tend to it with every breath in her body.