Life

To another new beginning

Dear diary,

I was wiped out yesterday, but a few more things happened, a friend of mine who I probably should of been in a relationship with instead of the person who broke my heart (long story) found me crying and brought me to a hotel and got me to me to go in a take a shower.

When I came out he handed me a black dress ( the only colour I wear) and told me to put it on. He said we were going out to take my mind off everything.

A couple shots in I met an old friend who told me he had a house that I could rent from him.

I know this all sounds crazy but welcome to my life. A lot of bad happens but it turns out good very quickly.

I’m now in the middle of unpacking all my belongings in a huge house.

It’s so weird how life works out so quickly especially when you always feel like you hit rock bottom. Truth as bad as things have got, and it has been bad. I’ve never got rock bottom, I honestly don’t know how big I haven’t. I seem to be very lucky considering all that’s happened to me.

I mean I haven’t even mentioned how I was kidn*pped yet, yeah I know more shocking but it always works out in the end. It’s like I always have to learn the hard way but I know it will work out it always does.

I don’t know why but it’s always been the case, one minute my world is falling apart and the next I’m having shots with my soon to be new boss or landlords.

It always happen over a drink, it’s pretty cool at times but also pure insane. It’s sounds crazy but it’s the truth I honestly believe someone has like a new script everyday for my life. Like there is a writer and director constantly changing my life every moment I live. I know how it’s sounds but diary that’s why I’m writing you, to write down all this moments and thoughts. To put some kind of order to all this weird and wonderful moments of my life. And honestly I feel I can only trust you to say any of this too.