“I’m not angry with you. Why would I be, I have no reason to.” God, I’m going to die. I just can’t take this. “You were asking if there was a problem. I… don’t know… I…” with embarrassment I dig my fingers into my hair and look around the kitchen. “It’s all so confusing, everything is so new and messy.” “You’ve started a new life, Mina, in a new country, all on your own, away from your family. No wonder you feel the waves are closing in above you.” “That’s true, but…” I step up to him, looking deep into his eyes, “I didn’t think new life would be so complicated. I mean, I didn’t suspect that…” I pause, unable to say what I need to. I didn’t suspect love would enter my life so soon? Plus, that I would be attracted to two men at the same time? “You know I would never hurt you on purpose,

