Amina
I did the right thing writing to them, yes, that’s the only way. It’s not fair with either of them if I keep secrets. I must be honest – I urge myself, like I have been for a while. I’m alone in the apartment, but instead of busying myself with my university readings, my brain is rattling on what the hell I will tell them when we meet. No matter how contented I feel about myself to have courageously sent the two text messages, I have absolutely no idea how to go on from here.
The most shocking thing about this whole situation is that my feelings are all messed up. I can’t say I will never get intimate with Dylan, because I want to know Liam more. But I can’t say either that from now on I will avoid Liam just to devote my full attention to Dylan. No matter how much I try, I can’t de
