Adriano’s POV
I have the worst case of blue balls to ever exist. This s**t wasn’t normal anymore.
I want her. I f*****g want, Melanie. That much was pretty obvious.
I just wasn't sure how much longer I could hold out before I lost control and f****d her seven ways to Sunday.
I’ve long accepted that I wanted her in my bed but now I was beginning to harbor hopes of something more and I didn’t know if I was allowed to do that because in my line of work, hoping for happy ever after was a pipe dream.
Yes, I knew my parents and grandparents found unconditional love but I like to think of them as the exception, not the rule.
I once thought I had found the person I was going to spend the rest of my life with but she turned out to be a fraud. I didn’t know if I had it in me to go through all
