He has vanished again. Rio only sent apology flowers and a voicemail saying he was sorry. I hadn't seen him since. I didn't want to, even if I still needed him to carry on the charade about my baby's paternity. After reading a seemingly heartwarming message my mum had sent to check up on me, after avoiding her for weeks, I clicked my phone shut and scooped more food onto my plate. My appetite had been growing uncontrollably, and I didn't know how to manage it. It felt like I was stress-eating. This was my fourth serving of the day, and I still wanted more. I sat down and kicked off my heels. I'd been standing in them all day, and my feet were aching terribly. When Cookie said "I do," I cried more than anyone else at the venue. Weddings still made me cry, and the p

