Multiple POV
Flashback
WARNING
*** trauma, violence and s****l abuse ***
Going back 5 years ago during pack life and before running off to the human city.
Angelina POV
“Hold the f**k still! Damn whore.” He held me down by the neck making the final few hard thrusts into my womanhood finishing deep inside me. I lay there emotionless, as if my body was just there but I wasn’t. I tried to move, but I couldn’t I just laid there. While his 5 other friends watched us. I could hear them whispering and cheer him on.
With the final thrust he leans down “stay still like the w***e You are” he whispered into my ear. I shut my eyes and hold the tears back biting my lip when I felt him get off me. Relief allows me to breath but that only lasted for so long till I felt the hands of another on me. I shut my eyes tight and try to forget I’m here.
-make it stop!- I cried to Adeline. *I can’t, I’m sorry* she pleaded, knowing damn well that his command on me has us rendered useless. A play thing for him and his friends.
Michael was 6ft even 185lbs of lean muscle, he was built more of a basketball player. Some how the once person warped into this sorry excuse.
I saw Michael plop down in the corner chair like some cuck wiping his forehead sweat with a rag. No care, love or concern on his face. This was a normal since the day after we married and he marked me. I thought then he cared in fact him being the beta for the pack turned him into a real asshole. Because of that stupid mark he placed on me and his damn position in this chain of command he has the power to control me and make me do anything through the bond. All I wanted was this to be over. I wanted to die, just so I didn’t have deal with him anymore like I had been for the months we’ve been together. I don’t think I could do this for the rest of my life.
As each of his friends railed into me one by one taking turns over and over. I keep wondering when it will end. In my will to die I did notice one of them didn’t do anything. Great, looking at me with pity. I knew right now wasn’t a time to talk with Adeline as all Michael and Micah would do is keep her from shifting and me from moving. They didn’t want us coming up with ideas. Plus they could hear our conversation just like I could hear the disgusting things those two would come up with every time this happens or he gets in a mood.
I did get pitiful looks when they finished and some other gave me lustful looks. All they did was play video games, f**k around and cause chaos among the other villagers.
Our pack was looked down upon because of how the alpha and beta treated everyone. The alpha didn’t care how his beta treated his mate, why would he. Not once has he intervened this bullshit treatment. So we manage to keep to ourselves because of it.
“Alright boys! She’s had enough for today.” He gets up after what feels like hours to me. My body is exhausted I just laid there on my bed. My bed that only has given me nightmares to relieve all the time.
Everyone vacates the room gossiping about what they just did and what they’ll do next, meanwhile I curl up in a ball and begin to sob quietly. If I dared make a noise it would result with a beating.
After some time I hear the door open and shut quietly. I dare not turn to look to see who it is, I just lay there and continue to space out. Praying to the gods that they just leave my room. I feel the bed dip down by a much bigger being. A large hand and arm finds itself resting across my waist and pulls me into him giving me a new sense of comfort.
I take a deep breath and look over my shoulder seeing a kind set of sky green eyes looking back at me. Not saying anything he reaches up slowly as he saw me wince with anticipation of being hit. He catches me off guard and wipes my tear stains and caresses my face with his huge hand.
He was definitely bigger than Michael and if memory served me right his wolf was even bigger than his and even the alphas.
“I’m not going to do anything you don’t want done” the deep gravelly voice of his immediately gave me butterflies. I was also shocked, he treated me like a person. He was the only one who didn’t do anything to me, was just present each time they had their way with me.
“T-t-thank you” I stuttered softly almost whispering returning a small warm yet nervous smile back to the kind beast of a man.
I turn over to face him and burrow my face into his chest. At peace. I felt safe in his grasp and relaxed for the first time in a long time in a man’s embrace.
“You are absolutely welcome.” The man cooed deeply giving me even more butterflies. Great, I feel like a love sick puppy. It felt right because he was nice but wrong because he wasn’t mine or my mate.
We just laid there in each other company.
He started to do this after each time Michael and his bunch would have their way with me.
One day I mustered up the courage to ask him but before I could even get the words out “My name is Perceval” he blurted out.
“That’s a stoic like name for you, fitting” I say softly. *girl, be careful. Please.* -I know I’ll keep him at a distance- I tell Adeline, but suddenly he leans over me and gives me a soft kiss. I couldn’t help it. I leaned into it kissing him back much more passionately. Butterflies surge throughout my body. I feel an electric tingle as he runs his finger tips over my naked body. I didn’t care if I was naked anymore, you get use to it as time goes one and the guys waltz around naked often especially the one that patrol often.
I felt safe and loved his touch on me. He was kind. He pulls me in closer for a deeper kiss, our tongues enter-twining each other. Committing his taste, touch and scent to memory I never wanted to forget what tender love could feel like. Our kisses get heated more and more touching turns into rubbing and dry humping each other. Panting in between each kiss.
“Come home with me” he bellows out, not even thinking I nod. I never wanted this to end. In one swift motion he scoops me up bridal style, his arms basically engulfed me and lift me as if I was a feather to him.
“W-wait”*wait!* Adeline added, Perceval looks down at me and gives me a wink before he continues on walking through the house.
Fear engulfed my body and I turn into his chest and plead to myself-don’t look at us, don’t look, don’t look- as we passed our living room and I see Michael and his gang all stuck in a trans playing videos games.
“Where y’all of too?” He paused the game and turns to look at us. I heard the other protest his actions.
“My place.” Perceval stated with a deep haunting tone that even filled my body with fear to the point I tensed up into a rock.
Apparently his voice is so commanding even over Michael he just nods and waves us off then unpaused the game.
Perceval is huge compared to the other guys in the pack. One of the biggest warriors we have. He Carries me out the house and down the block to his house.
“Wait so you just walk over everyday?” I said shocked.
“What it’s a short distance, I’m just 4 houses down the road.” I he said as if it wasn’t a big deal. Then again mostly everyone walks around here but most of those guys stay in our spare rooms often and most are without a mate. Our house never stopped being a bachelor pad.
“I guess, but you’re so huge. Your one stride is like 3 or 4 of mine” I joked. *why couldn’t this blockhead had been our mate instead.* I sigh.
“Haha hey now, I can’t help that you are so tiny” he joked back. His small chuckle vibrated my whole body.
In a few short minutes we get to his house and switches from holding me bridle style to holding me like a football.
He opens the door and sets me down I walk into his home. *smells nice but something feels off.*-oh shut up-
“Cozy place you have here, just you?” I walk towards the living room and gawk at the huge home and how nicely decorated it is for a on going bachelor pad. Perceval ducks down to enter the house turning around to shutting the door and locking the multiple locks and chains on the door.
A cold feeling runs through my blood.
“It’s just me, I like my privacy.” He stated coldly. His whole demeanor changed it seemed.
I nod at his comment as I wondered around his home.
“Make yourself at home” he bellowed.
-why am I frozen here. Move me damn it- nothing back from Adeline, useless mutt. He walks over to me and I’m frozen in place. His body just towers over me he had to be 6’6” at least. I was practically to the heigh of his 3rd leg member appendage. I gulped. He leans down basically crouching to make me feel better about his intimidating height, his demeanor and looks to match.
“Relax please” he said softly. I gulped again.
-a nope can’t, this is too much, I want to die right now please- he leans in and kisses me softly breaking me from my fearful inner monologue.
I moan softly at his tender touch and wrap my arms around his neck and cling myself to him like a koala. He then picks me up and not breaking our kiss walks up the stairs down the hall and enters a room on to the left.
Stopping at the doorway after shutting and locking it.
-so many locks- I thought in my empty lonesome head.
“I have rules, will you abide by them?” He starts off, I nod not saying a thing.
“When I do something and it makes you uncomfortable tell me. We will have safe words. ‘Yellow’ if you want me to easy up and or ‘red’ if I’m crossing a boundary and you want me to stop immediately.” I nod in agreement to his words.
“Gods, your adorable and sexy.” He belts out randomly as he lifts me onto the bed.
“Please, don’t lie to me”-I don’t feel that way-I said completely embarrassed turning over and covering my face with my hand.
“I mean it Angelina, what he’s done to you isn’t right. I mean if you were mine I’d treat you with more respect.” He tried to convince me. Grabbing both of my wrists with his hand and holding them above my head. Leans down to kiss on my mark made by Michael the night we sealed our bond. It was an unusual burning sensation. As if my body knew he wasn’t my mate.
It felt painful yet sensual pleasures. The more his kissed on my mark the more it burned. I moan out in a painful pleasure.
*WHAT THE f**k ARE YALL DOING!* Micah screamed into my head. My eyes widen scared -w..w..what you m..mean?- I mind linked back.
*what ever it is, it f*****g hurts. Stop…* I cut him out. -s**t, he can feel this pain I am feeling.- i try to pull from Perceval’s grip. He stops and lets up off me though not letting go of my wrist.
“What’s wrong love?” He growls out, giving me continuous butterflies.
“Stop. Perceval, I mean it. Micah said it hurts. Please I don’t want to get in trouble at home…” he cuts me off with his free hand covering my mouth.
“Shhhh”he hushed me.
“Do you want to stop this?” He genuinely asked, I shake my head slowly. I didn’t want his tenderness to stop. Then it looked like something clicked in his eyes.
“Do you want to get back at him?” He continued and I nod my head.
“Let me show you love, and allow me to mark you. Please?” He begged, why he wanted me. Was it out of pity or did he actually care? I loved the feeling my body gets when he touches me.
*girl I’m scared, what will happen to us when we go back.*-I’m not going back to that monster Michael. Look how caring and huge Perceval has been to us over the past few weeks. He’ll protect us easy.- I protested back.*I don’t know, but I’m with you no matter what* then Adeline trots off to the back of my mind.
“But I’m already marked?” I protested back to him. “Then I’ll cover it up, with my mark on you. We’ll make it work” he gets puppy dog eyes looking deep into mine.
I look up at him and nod “okay then.”
Perceval POV
She was perfect to me, despite her evil mate letting us use her as we pleased. As if she didn’t have feelings. I could sense her strength and will to live die out over the few months since it started. I was tired of sitting around watching being a by stander. So I started after care and made sure she felt some sort of compassion after the events. I didn’t care if she was used goods, I wanted to make her feel like she was worth any pain and wasn’t going to suffer alone.
I knew how sacred a bond between mates should be, Michael and Micah made a mockery of it and worst of all my Alpha sorry excuse of a big brother Jacob was allowing this. Our pack was a joke.
“But I’m already marked?” She protested back to me and I roll my eyes. “Then I’ll cover it up, with my mark on you. We’ll make it work” giving her puppy dog eyes like some lost puppy.
I look down at her hopeful and she nods back “okay then.”
A smile never leaves my face.
*let’s hurt that son of a b***h good perc* Paxton roars out. -I like your enthusiasm I can’t hurt her too bad. Though when we’re done here we’ll take care of him in person- my smile turns into a evil grin and I lick my lips.
Looking down at her perfect body, she was so tiny beneath me. I had to be careful I wasn’t going to hurt her bad. I take my hand off her mouth and lightly drag it down her body meeting the peak of her perky n****e. Ugh just touching her was driving me wild. I wondered what it would feel like if we could bond.
“You’re so beautiful” I reassure her seeing her blush, I loved making her bashful.
I lean down and begin to kiss on her mark. Soft moans leave her lips. My kisses turn into love bites. She lets out a hiss and moan with each one. “Everything okay?” I asked, she looks me in the eyes with a urning for more and gives a nod. I smile and bites a bit hard and drag my nails across her back. A louder moan belts out from her mouth. I couldn’t help by smile knowing what pleasure I was bringing her and that we were getting back at her mate in the process. She bites her bottom lip. I release her hands and lift her up onto my lap. She began to grind on my growing member. We continued to kiss passionately. My nails dig into her skin deeper the more she grinder on me. Nothing seemed to have stopped her, she reached down and unbuckled my pants revealing my large c**k springing upward between us. Getting up she grabs it and rubs it across her wet slit. I could help but let out a loud moan. I groan as she sat down on top of my long appendage filling her up with more length to spare letting out a soft long moan.
“f**k your huge” she pants out. I smile. She began to rock back and forth while I continued to hold her close to me. Our lips continued to attack each other. My nails attack her back clawing it and grazing her mark on her neck down to her supple ass. What felt like an hour she pushes me down on my back laying down on top of me. Wrapping one hand around her lower back in pick up my thrusts into her faster. And into my final thrust exploding inside of her I claw deep into her back she screams out in pleasure as we both reach out climax together.
Panting at our exhaustion she rolls off of me. We both just lay there.
“I think I love you. No.” I look over at her and our eyes meet. I rest my hand on her cheek. “I do love you.”-s**t, I’m addicted to her- I state out.
Tears fill her eyes.*hahahaha you made her cry i***t* I shove Paxton back.
“I’m sorry, is everything okay!?” I pull her in for a hug and to comfort her.
“Yes, because I love you too.” She reassured me. Butterflies tingle all over my body.
I smile and hug her tightly, suddenly feeling a warm sensation on my arms. -blood.- panic overcomes me. “s**t are you okay..” I pull her chin up a smile not leaving her face.
“He’s pissed off and wants to kill me, hahaha.”
She starts to chuckle then it turned into a belly laugh. It made me nervous what was I going to send her home to. I had to do something I had to get rid of him once and for all.
“I’m going to be right back okay?” I get up from the bed and start to get dressed looking back at her on the bed. I bring a towel for her to lay on. Her back wouldn’t stop bleeding.
“I’ll be right here.” She smiled warmly at me. She seemed so chill and wholesome even after just getting her back marked up.
“Okay, be back later,” I dashed out the house and locked my front door up the whole way and run over to Michael’s house.
*well now what are you plotting* Paxton said.
-we are going to kill that bastard-
*bro, if you do that you know Jacob will banish you.*
-I don’t care, my mate will be by my side-
*as much as she’s meant to be ours she already has a mate and killing him what do you think she’s going to do when she finds out*
-shut up, she won’t know it was me if humans kill him.-
*this is outrageous my dude*
-what that son of a b***h does to her should have you furious with me.-
Paxton stays quiet. We get to the door and I kick it open.
Michael looks at me pissed off and the rest of the guys look at me scared.
“What f*****g gives! What did you do to her?! Bring her back” Michael demands.
“No! You are not deserving of her and she’s staying put” I spit back.
“Wow the slut has you wrapped around her finger good. Bring her back and you won’t have to deal with the consequences.” He threatened.
He dare make threats to me I walk up and knock out Drew the first guy on the couch out cold. Michael’s eyes flickered and rage filled the room “now that wasn’t nice”.
“Do something about it boys and you all meet a date worse than what Drew got.” I point to the guy out cold on the floor.
“Michael it’s you who I want. Get out here” I turn on my heels and leave the house wisely he follows behind me.
Out of no where he Shifts into his grey wolf Micah and tackles me from behind biting onto my shoulder. I managed to turn on my back and hold him by the throat with one of my hands c*****g the other back and punching him off me. He flys across the yard.
“f*****g cheap shot” I growled out.
I shift into my wolf allowing Paxton to come forward.
“f**k you” he spat out.
The two wolves snarl at each other as other from the neighborhood come out of their houses. His boys walk out to the front porch watching us. Now we had an audience. I smirked at him, he snarled before lunging forward at my throat. I manage to dodge him and grab the tuff of fur on his neck last second. Pulling him back shift into human form fast as I could and choke slam him into the ground. Getting up and stepping on his chest shifting back into my wolf. His neck exposed to the mercy of my k9 teeth.
*she will never want you if you kill me*his wolf growled out.
*she’s mine now.* I grumbled back. I shake my head hard clenching my jaw shut hearing his wind pipe and neck break in the process leaving him a limp bloody mess. My face and body covered in his blood when I shift back kneeling. I look around to see all of the shocked and scared faces.
“What?” I questioned before standing up and turning around to see Angelina looking at me mortified. My heart sank. -s**t, she was never supposed to see this-*if we lose her because of you I’m never going to forgive you.* Paxton cautioned.
“I can…” but before I can even explain she takes a step back and shifts into her tiny wolf and dart out of here.
I start to run after her but then Michael’s guys all tackle me down to the ground. I struggle to look up as then all pin me down out weighing me by numbers.
“Just wait and hear what Jacob has to say about this fuckery Perceval!” Drew growled out. He then looks up “go inside, we got him secured people” he reassured the other pack members.
They all drag me inside Michael house and sit me down in a chair and start to duct taping me to it.
“Get another roll Peter, got to make sure he won’t get away now.” He tells another and off they went to get more duct tape.
I knew that Jacob arrived because everyone lowered their heads when I herd someone walking in. The tall man with Blonde long hair pulled back into a ponytail wearing jeans and a white tank top built similar to me stood before my very eyes.
“What the hell Perceval! Killing my Beta over some b***h. Should have left all well alone!” He bitched at me.
“You wouldn’t understand!” I mocked.
*f*****g do it man we have to get her back! At all costs*-i have to now.- I stated.
His fist collided with my face and all I did was smile. “That was supposed to hurt?”.
Rage filled his eyes, “ oh you want it to hurt?!”. He lets out a series of punches on my face and the final blow on my solar plex knocking all the wind out of me.
I wheeze out in pain trying to catch my breathe.
“See baby brother you’re not in charge and you won’t…” I cut him off laughing at him.
“I challenge you” and with those words his eyes become daggers.
“p***y worth killing your big brother over?” He taunts. “I decline, i***t. I’m willing to spare you if you become my beta.” He shocked the whole room.
“Um alpha sir, is that wise…” drew gets cut of by a menacing look from Jacob.
“Yes I hate to agree but why?” I questioned.
“Simple, you’ll take over for me when I die and I’ll give you the freedom to look for your sleazy.. I mean charming mate in the meantime.” He said pacing back and forth.
“So alpha in training why?” I questioned again.*stop questioning him and just take the deal we need to go find her.* Paxton pleaded.
“Look you’ll only get the title if you can bring her back home, I have to make sure this woman is worthy of being Luna one day.” He states.
“ If I need funds I’ll get it?”
“Better yet I’ll give you a small team if it gets you out of here sooner.”
*done* Paxton growls out.
“Fine” I grumbled.
He raised his hand and they let me go.
Jacob POV
“Fine” Perceval grumbled.
I smile as they released him.
“Sir why are you letting him hood, are you really going to make him the successor?” Drew asked.
“Yes, but only if he finds her. Let’s make it challenging shall we. Go find her first. Okay buddy?” I pat drew on the should before leave the house.
“And clean up this f*****g mess out here.”