CHAPTER FOUR

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CHAPTER FOUR Alexis After Casey ran out of my apartment I was confused. I did not know what to do, I kept asking myself if I should follow her or. Maybe following her right now was not a good idea like what was I gonna say to her. So I decided I was going to call her aso I did and that's when I heard the phone ringing next to me. Shoot she left her phone. An idea popped in my mind and a smile flashed on my face. I was gonna go to her apartment saying I brought her phone. I went to her place and I knocked but it took time before she opened and I waited for her patiently until she opened. She came to the door looking all messed up and I knew she must have been battling with her mind about what had just happened. I looked at her and she kept staring at me unable to move. I pushed her aside and got in closing the door behind me. Afterwards I walked towards her and kissed her she. I was expecting her to draw out but she did not so I kept kissing her. I felt my body growing really warm and there and then I stopped myself I did not want to rush things and scare her away so I drew away and went to sit on the couch and she came to me I gave her the phone and we chatted for a while and finally we fell asleep on the couch. The next morning I woke up before her and tided up her messy place and prepared breakfast ,when I was done I sat down next to her as I watched her sleeping peacefully. All these days I had known her I had never felt how I felt that time. I just smiled at myself as I remembered what had happened the previous night. She finally woke up and caught me staring at her and I felt embarrassed, I quickly moved away from her and told her to freshen up so she could come and have breakfast. She went to the washroom and left me setting the table. She came back to the lounge after freshening up and we sat down and had our breakfast in silence. After breakfast I cleaned up and I sat down next to her ,I could see she wanted to say something but could not so I remained quiet waiting for her to explored. "Okay that's it ,we can't keep on behaving like nothing happened Alexis" she vividly answered. "Calm down Casey, no one is pretending anything. Whatever happened has already happened" I said not sure if I was not being harsh on her I took a deep breath. "Iook Casey, I know you feel uneased right now but it's fine ,let's just forget whatever happened that was an honest mistake" I continued trying to convince her that whatever happened meant nothing but deep down I knew it did meant something to me. She looked at me and said nothing. I got confused. While I was still trying to process everything she moves closer to me and kissed me. That moment I was not sure if I wanted this so I pushed her away. "Casey ,I don't know what's going on in your mind right now. You have a boyfriend mind you" I told her. "I know that I have a boyfriend and you also know that but still you kissed me yesterday didn't you?" I just froze when she said that . "Look I know this is inappropriate but I can't help it, I don't want to lie to myself saying what happened meant nothing" she sighed heavily, "yesterday was my first time kissing a girl and I felt really weird when we kissed but I felt something and don't even think of telling me that you felt nothing because I know you did"she continued. Honestly l did not have any energy to oppose her so I just did what I thought would give her an answer. We kissed and touched and lastly we made love to each other. I felt an unusual feeling, I was falling really hard for Casey and I was struggling to control myself. She had a boyfriend and I did not want to ruin their relationship. We spent the rest of the day laying on her bed staring at the ceiling. Just talking. We talked about everything, from our families to books to past memories. Weirdly enough we had so much in common from music preferences to different novels we had read. I was happy, this was the best thing that had happened in my life. Our amazing day was cut short when Russell called and said he wanted Casey over to his place so we freshened up and I went and dropped Casey at her boyfriend's place and when to my place feeling jealous which was weird. Casey After Alexis dropped me off at my boyfriend's place I could not help but think of her every now and then. I was so distracted all the time and pissed Russell because he thought I was trying to revenge him for avoiding me the previous day at work. He apologized and said he was under pressure and I did not even care about it that time all I wanted was to go back to my apartment and invite Alexis over. I spend the the night at Russell's but it did not feel the same ,I was bored. I did not enjoy his company like I used to. At that time I started questioning myself was I really bisexual or what. I tossed and turned and that made Russell worried, he kept asking if I was okay or not. The next morning I left his house early and told him I wanted to go and do my laundry which was just an excuse. I went straight to Alexis from his house. When I got to her place she did not looks happy to see me but I did not care ,I just wanted to be with her. "Hey what wrong with you today ?" I asked her and she just said nothing and continued pressing her phone. "Don't say nothing I know you, and this is unlike you. You never press your phone when I'm around. Are you trying to avoid me?" I was now confused. "I'm not avoiding you, but I'm just trying to understand something. Do you like me? Or maybe let me say do you like girls?" She asked. "Umm ,I, I don't know if I like girls but I like being with you, l like what we share yesterday. Does that mean I like girls?" Honestly this sounded stupid but I was seriously confused. "Well Casey I can't tell you if you like girls or not ,you are the one who can decide that. But if we are going to keep doing this you have to balance both me and your boyfriend". This seemed like a fair deal so I said I was gonna do that because I wanted to be with both of them. We went back to work the following day, all was well. I was happy. Alexis tried as hard as she could not to come across me at all. So I just focused on my work the whole day. Two weeks went by and everything was in track ,Russell did not find me and Casey's closeness odd and I was happy to be able to balance both my boyfriend and girlfriend. However, trouble always finds its way into people's lives. It was on a Saturday morning, I was at my apartment when Russell called me and told me he was gonna come and spend his day at my apartment. I did not mind because I did not have anything planned out so he came over. Russell and I had interest in staying in bed whenever we were together as if our relationship depended on it. I was sleeping on his chest when I phone rang ,I checked it and unluckily it was Alexis. I moved from him and went into the lounge to answer it and that was the biggest mistake anyone could do. She said she wanted me to cover over that night for a sleepover and I said I was gonna see. I walked back into the bedroom and Russell looked at me in a way that I would see he wanted an explanation. "That was Alexis" I said. "So is that why you went to outside to answer her?"he asked . Shoot he was right. I just rubbed off saying it was girls stuff and he just shrugged his shoulders and went to the washroom. After what seemed like forever he came out dressed up and said he was leaving. I could see he was cooked up with what I had done. I walked him to the parking lot and he climbed into his black ferrari and drove away with just a bye. I went back inside confused, did that incident really got into his nerves? Anyway he did me a favour by leaving. I washed up and dressed for my sleepover . I rang Alexis to come and pick me up. I was was finishing styling my hair when the front door bell rang. "Wow ,you look stunning." Said Alexis and I just smiled shyly bitting my lower lip. "I'd like to bit that lip."she moved closer as she closed the door with her leg. She came closer and closer until her face was only inches away from mine. I leaned forward and our lips touched. I could smell her perfume. Suddenly Russell opened the door and froze to us kissing. I pushed Alexis away and she just stood there staring at me .
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