Hide.
My wolf’s whisper slid through me like a blade drawn slowly from its sheath.
For one frozen second, I sat on the narrow bed in Elsa’s spare room with my newborn son pressed to my breast, his silver eyes glowing faintly in the dim morning light.
The knock came again. Harder this time.
Three strikes against the front door.
Then the man’s voice drifted through the little blue house, polite and patient. “Mrs. Harrow, open the door.”
Elsa did not answer.
I heard the soft creak of floorboards from the kitchen. A drawer sliding open. Metal whispering against wood.
A knife.
My heart beat so violently I feared the man outside would hear it. Lior stopped nursing.
His tiny mouth released me, and his gaze lifted toward mine.
Those impossible silver eyes watched me with a stillness no newborn should have possessed.
“Do not glow,” I whispered, trembling as I pulled him carefully against my chest and covered his face with the edge of the blanket. “Please, little light. Not now.”
His small hand opened against my skin.
Warmth spread from his palm into my breastbone, then down through my ribs. It did not burn. It soothed. Like a secret flame cupped inside my body.
For half a breath, the pain between my legs faded. The ache in my shoulder dulled. Even the shaking in my hands eased.
I stared down at him.
“What are you doing to me?” Lior blinked beneath the blanket. The silver glow dimmed.
Outside the bedroom, Elsa’s voice finally answered. “I am coming.”
Her tone was sharp, irritated, ordinary. Too ordinary.
I could almost imagine her rolling her eyes as she wiped flour from her hands, as if the man at her door were nothing more than an annoying neighbor asking for sugar.
But I knew better. The air had changed.
The whole house felt like it was holding its breath. I slid off the bed too quickly.
Pain ripped through me so fiercely that I clutched the bedpost and nearly collapsed. My vision swam, black spots blooming at the edges.
No.
Not now.
I forced myself upright, pressing Lior against me with one arm while my other hand searched blindly for something I could use as a weapon.
The room was small. A bed.
A cradle.
A washstand.
A wooden chair.
A chipped porcelain pitcher.
No knife. No blade. Nothing sharp except fear. The front door opened.
Cold air drifted through the house. A man spoke.
“Good morning, Mrs. Harrow.”
“Is it?” Elsa replied. “Because you have knocked on my door before my bread is even out of the oven.”
A soft laugh. Smooth.
Controlled.
Wrong.
“I apologize for the disturbance. We received a report that a dangerous wolf woman entered Briar Glen this morning with a newborn child.”
My mouth went dry.
“She may be injured,” he continued. “Unstable. Violent. We believe she attacked three border envoys at the gate.”
I almost laughed. Border envoys.
The wolves who had threatened to cut me open and take my son were now envoys. The world had always been kind to men with polished lies.
Elsa made a dismissive sound. “Then search the streets. I am not hiding wolves in my pantry.” A pause.
Then, “May we come in?” “No.”
The answer was immediate.
I pressed my back to the bedroom wall. My wolf lifted her head again.
Listen.
I listened.
There were at least three people outside. The smooth-voiced man. Two others behind him. Their breathing was too quiet for humans. Too controlled. Not ordinary guards.
Wolves.
Inside human walls.
Briar Glen’s protections were already being tested.
“Mrs. Harrow,” the man said gently, “refusing a council search creates suspicion.” “And barging into a woman’s home creates bad manners.”
“We have authority.”
“And I have a boiling kettle.” Another pause.
This time, something colder entered his voice.
“Your husband passed through the lower square fifteen minutes ago with an empty cart. Witnesses saw blood on the back boards.”
My stomach turned. Elsa said nothing.
The man continued softly, “That is concerning.” “Then concern yourself somewhere else.”
A low growl vibrated through the house. It was quickly silenced, but I heard it.
So did Elsa.
Her voice sharpened. “Careful. Growling inside human walls is a violation of the border agreement.”
The smooth-voiced man sighed. “You are a brave woman.”
“No. I am a tired woman.”
“And tired women make mistakes.” My fingers tightened around Lior. Then a floorboard creaked.
Inside the house. My blood froze.
Someone was already in. Not through the front.
Behind us. The back door.
Elsa heard it too.
Her voice changed, just slightly.
“Touch anything in my house, and I will make you regret your mother surviving childbirth.” The man at the front door chuckled.
The creak came again. Closer.
My eyes darted around the room.
No escape through the door. The hallway led straight back to the kitchen. The window.
I turned.
The window was small, framed by yellow curtains, looking out over the narrow alley behind the house. Too small for a grown wolf to climb through easily.
Maybe too small for me.
But I was thin from fear and blood loss. The gown Elsa had given me hung loose on my body. If I could open it, if I could climb out, if my legs did not fail—
A shadow passed outside the glass. I stepped back.
A face appeared at the window. Pale.
Male.
Yellow-eyed.
I swallowed a scream.
The wolf smiled at me through the glass.
Then he lifted one finger to his lips. Shh.
Lior went completely still. The wolf’s nostrils flared. He could smell him.
He could smell my son.
The bedroom door handle turned. I spun toward it.
No.
The window wolf tapped lightly on the glass. The door opened an inch.
My wolf surged so violently I nearly doubled over. Not fear.
Rage.
I had spent my life being quiet. Apologizing. Lowering my eyes. Making myself soft enough that no one felt challenged by me.
But motherhood was not soft.
Motherhood was teeth beneath tenderness.
I backed toward the cradle and lowered Lior into it only long enough to free both hands. He made one tiny protesting sound, and my heart nearly tore itself open.
“I know,” I whispered. “I know, baby. Mommy is here.” The door opened wider.
A man stepped inside.
Not the one from the front door.
This one was shorter, broad-shouldered, with sandy hair and a scar running from his temple to his jaw. He wore a guard’s brown cloak, but his eyes were wolf-bright.
He smiled when he saw me. “There you are.”
I grabbed the porcelain pitcher from the washstand and smashed it against his face. The c***k echoed through the room.
He cursed and staggered back, blood spilling from his nose.
Pain exploded through my shoulder from the force of the swing, but I did not stop. I grabbed the wooden chair and shoved it against him as he lunged. The chair legs caught his knees. He fell hard, but his hand shot out and closed around my ankle.
I screamed. Lior cried.
The sound changed everything. The wolf at the window snarled.
The man on the floor tightened his grip and yanked.
I crashed to the ground, pain tearing through my body. The room tilted. My head struck the floor hard enough that light burst behind my eyes.
“Enough,” the wolf hissed.
He crawled over me, teeth lengthening in his mouth. I kicked him in the throat.
He choked but did not release me. “Give me the child.”
“No.”
His claws pierced my ankle. Agony shot up my leg.
I reached blindly for anything, my fingers closing around a shard of broken porcelain. The wolf saw it too late.
I drove it into his shoulder.
He roared.
The sound shook the house.
From the front room, Elsa shouted my name.
The smooth-voiced man snapped, “Get the child!” The window shattered.
Glass exploded inward.
I threw myself over the cradle as shards rained across the room. A second wolf shoved his arm through the broken window, reaching for Lior.
He touched the blanket.
The world inside me went white. Not with fear.
With fury.
“No one touches my son.”
The words did not sound like mine.
They were deeper. Colder. Layered with something ancient enough to make the air kneel. The room changed.
The yellow curtains lifted though there was no wind. The broken glass rose from the floor.
Every shard. Every piece.
They hung in the air around me, glittering like frozen rain. Both wolves froze.
I froze too.
The man on the floor stared at me, blood on his mouth, horror in his eyes. “What are you?” he whispered.
I did not know.
I truly did not know. Lior’s crying stopped.
From the cradle, silver light spilled upward. The glass shards turned toward the wolves.
Like tiny knives obeying a command I had not given. The window wolf tried to pull back.
Too late.
The glass flew.
He screamed as the shards sliced across his arm and face, driving him away from the window. The wolf on the floor released my ankle and scrambled backward, raising one arm to shield himself.
I grabbed Lior from the cradle and held him against me. The silver light faded instantly.
The glass dropped to the floor. My knees buckled.
Whatever had surged through me disappeared, leaving only exhaustion behind. The bedroom doorway filled with Elsa.
Her hair had come loose from its braid. Blood stained her sleeve. In one hand, she held a kitchen knife. In the other, a cast-iron pan.
She took in the broken window, the bleeding wolf on the floor, the glass everywhere, and me standing barefoot in the middle of it with Lior clutched to my chest.
Her eyes widened. “Moon save us.”
The wolf on the floor started to rise. Elsa hit him with the pan.
He dropped.
I stared at her.
She breathed hard. “Questions later.”
The smooth-voiced man called from the front room, no longer polite. “Mrs. Harrow, step aside.”
Elsa grabbed my arm. “Back stairs.” “I can’t run.”
“You can fall quickly, then.”
She dragged me toward the hallway. I stumbled after her, one arm around Lior, the other braced against the wall. My ankle burned where the wolf’s claws had pierced my skin. Blood dripped onto the floorboards behind me.
Another blood trail.
Panic clawed at my throat. “They will follow the blood.”
Elsa shoved a small jar into my hand. “Smear this on the wound.”
“What is it?”
“Something that smells worse than you.”
I almost sobbed from the absurdity, but there was no time. I smeared the thick green paste over my ankle. It stung so sharply I bit my lip, but almost immediately the scent of bitter herbs filled the air, strong enough to drown out the coppery smell of blood.
Elsa opened a narrow door at the end of the hall. A staircase led downward into darkness.
“Cellar again?” I whispered.
“Briar Glen was built by people who knew when to hide.” We hurried down the stairs as voices rose behind us.
The smooth-voiced man shouted an order. Wood splintered.
The front door breaking.
Elsa closed the cellar door and slid three bolts into place.
Then she pressed one hand against the wood and whispered something under her breath. The bolts glowed faintly blue.
I stared at her. “You have magic?”
“I have survival skills.” “That was magic.”
“That was survival with better manners.” Despite everything, I almost smiled.
Almost.
The cellar smelled of salt, apples, old wine, and earth. Shelves lined the walls, stacked with jars, sacks of grain, dried herbs, and candles. At the far end, a heavy rug covered part of the stone floor.
Elsa moved toward it. “Help me.”
I shifted Lior carefully and knelt, ignoring the pain in my body as I pushed the rug aside. Beneath it was a square iron hatch.
Another tunnel. Of course.
I looked at Elsa.
“How many hidden exits do you have?” “Enough to stay married to Tomas.”
A crash sounded overhead. The house shook.
Elsa pulled the hatch open.
Cold darkness breathed up from below. I stared into it and felt my stomach drop. “Where does it lead?”
“To the old chapel beneath the market.” “Is that safe?”
“No.” Elsa looked at me. “But it is not here.”
From upstairs, the smooth-voiced man shouted, “Search every room!” The wolves were inside.
Elsa grabbed a pack from a hook and shoved it into my hands.
“Clothes. Dry blankets. Coin. Bread. Feverroot. A small knife. Do not lose this one to a river.” My throat tightened.
“You are coming with me.” “No.”
“Elsa—”
“I can slow them down.” “That is what Maera said.” Her face softened.
“And did she?”
The question broke something in me. “Yes,” I whispered.
“Then honor her by moving.”
Lior stirred against my chest.
His tiny face scrunched, and he began to fuss. Elsa reached out and touched his covered head. For all her sharpness, her fingers were gentle. “He is hungry again.”
“I know.”
“And you are feverish.” “I know that too.”
“Then stop arguing with women who are trying to keep you alive.” Heavy footsteps crossed the kitchen above.
I grabbed Elsa’s hand.
“Why are you doing this? You barely know me.” She looked down at our joined hands.
For a moment, all the hardness left her face.
“When I was young, a wolf girl knocked on my grandmother’s door carrying a baby with silver eyes.” Her voice lowered. “My grandmother turned them away because she was afraid. The next morning, both were found dead near the eastern road.”
A cold shiver moved through me. Elsa looked at Lior.
“She regretted it until the day she died. She made me swear that if the moon ever sent another mother to my door, I would choose differently.”
My eyes filled. “Elsa…”
She squeezed my hand once, then released it. “Go.”
Something slammed against the cellar door.
The bolts shook.
Elsa pushed me toward the hatch. “Now.”
I lowered myself into the tunnel with Lior strapped against me and the pack over one shoulder. The ladder was slick and cold, but shorter than Maera’s. My feet touched stone below.
I looked up.
Elsa stood above me, framed by dim cellar light. “You said the old chapel?” I asked.
“Follow the tunnel until you hear bells.” “And then?”
“Find Father Iren. Tell him Elsa sent you. Tell him the moon debt has come due.” The cellar door shook again.
One bolt snapped.
Elsa glanced over her shoulder. “Hurry.”
I wanted to thank her.
I wanted to promise I would repay her.
I wanted to ask if anyone who helped me would survive. But there was no time.
The hatch began to close. “Nyra,” Elsa said.
I looked up.
“If the child’s eyes glow, cover mirrors first.” My breath caught.
“What?”
“Mirrors remember what they see.”
The hatch shut before I could ask more. Darkness swallowed us.
For a few seconds, I stood there, shaking, one hand pressed to the cold stone wall, Lior’s soft breath warming my chest.
Then the ceiling above me thundered. The wolves had reached the cellar.
I ran.
Or tried to.
My body could not run anymore, so I stumbled quickly through the narrow tunnel, one hand dragging along the damp wall for balance. The stones beneath my feet were uneven. Water dripped from the ceiling. The air tasted of minerals and old secrets.
Lior began to cry.
A small, hungry, heartbreaking cry.
“I know,” I whispered, tears burning my eyes. “I know, little light. I am sorry. Just a little farther.” But he did not stop.
His cry echoed through the tunnel. Too loud.
Behind me, the hatch burst open. Voices poured into the darkness. “There!”
“She went below!” My heart seized.
I pushed forward harder.
Every step was agony. My ankle bled beneath the paste. My lower body throbbed. My shoulder burned. Fever licked at the edges of my vision.
I could not keep going. I had to.
The tunnel split ahead. Left or right.
No sign. No bells. No light. I froze.
Behind me, footsteps entered the tunnel. Wolves.
I looked left. Darkness.
I looked right. More darkness.
Lior screamed against my chest.
His silver light began to glow through the blanket. “No, baby. Please.”
The footsteps grew louder. I squeezed my eyes shut.
“Mother,” I whispered, though I had no right to ask the dead for anything. “If you hid this power in me, if you left me anything, help me now.”
Silence.
Then wind moved through the tunnel. Not from behind.
From the right.
With it came the faintest sound. Bells.
I turned right and stumbled forward.
The wolves reached the split behind me. “She went left!” one shouted.
I nearly stopped. Why had he said left?
Then I heard the others follow him the wrong way. The tunnel itself had lied for me.
My breath caught. “Thank you,” I whispered. To my mother.
To the moon.
To whatever was waking inside me. I followed the sound of bells.
They grew louder with each step, soft and mournful. Not ringing above ground. Ringing below, as if the stones themselves remembered worship.
At last, the tunnel ended at a wooden door marked with a faded crescent moon.
I shoved it open with my shoulder and stumbled into a crypt beneath an old chapel.
Rows of stone shelves lined the walls. Dusty candles burned before forgotten names. Above me, through cracks in the ceiling, I heard the low murmur of human voices and the distant toll of a bell.
Safe. No. Safer.
I staggered forward.
An old man in a dark robe turned from an altar of white stone.
His hair was thin and silver. His skin was wrinkled. His eyes, however, were sharp and clear. He looked at me.
At Lior.
At the blood on my nightdress.
At the crescent mark carved into the door behind me. Then he bowed.
Not to me. To my son.
My knees nearly gave out. “Father Iren?” I whispered. He lifted his head slowly. “Yes.”
“Elsa sent me.” His face changed. “What message?”
I swallowed, fighting to stay conscious. “She said… the moon debt has come due.” The old priest went pale.
Behind me, far down the tunnel, wolves howled in rage.
Father Iren stepped forward and caught me just as my legs failed. Lior cried between us.
The priest looked at his covered face and whispered a prayer in a language older than any pack.
Then he said the words that made my blood turn cold.
“We have been waiting for your son for three hundred years.” My vision darkened.
The last thing I saw before I collapsed was the old priest reaching for Lior. And the last thing I heard was my wolf snarling inside me.
No one takes him. Not even the holy.