Always Him

Chapter 3

Chapter Three

“Charlie, Sweetie, you are safe now! Please wake up!” I hear the plea of Eli’s voice thick with emotions and rough with sleep. I realized that I had been screaming in my sleep. Tears flowed uncontrollably. Eli moves one hand to my bare hip and the other to my face and gently wipes the tear away. He kisses my forehead and whispers a comforting saying. I’m not sure how long it took for my nightmare of Max that was so vivid that I actually believed that I had never left New York but I finally calmed down. I took the moment and Eli’s face is extremely close to mine. Not to mention his hand is still on my hip that bare of any clothing.

Does he want me like I've been wanting him? I ask myself. Would it be a bad form to kiss? If we kiss would that be weird for my relationship with my best friend? All these emotions flow threw me but my desire for this man outweighs rational thought and just wanting something nice for me. My body moves my lips to touch his. The hand on my face moves to tangle in my hair as he licks my bottom lip a sigh escapes from between them. A much rougher groan sounds come deep from Elijah's chest causing a warm to settle deep in my stomach. He pulls back and slides his finger to my chin tilting it up for our eyes to contact. I'm very aware I have no panties on and the ache that has settled between my legs can only be fixed by Eli.

“Eli, please I need….” I trail off without being able to voice what I need. His hand on my hip moves to my thigh squeezing it but not painful.

“I know what you need but I also know you're hurt both emotionally and physically. I don't want to hurt you too.” He looks deep into my eyes which sparks a fire in him because the next thing I know he pulls the cover off me and settles between my legs. His hands running up and down my thighs!

I moan out every time he squeezes my thighs. I know that I must be soaked and glistening for him. Thankfully I had waxed last week so my p***y was pretty perfect right now. I look down at him and his eyes lock with mine then very pointedly looked at my p***y.

His eyes darken as he says “You have to stay still to not hurt yourself more. But I also know that you need someone to take care of your beautiful p***y. Confession time that Christmas before you moved to New York, I overheard Kat’s and your conversation about you never having a man give you an orgasm. Tell me, Charlie, is that still the case?” he asked with a devilish grin on his face as his hand went up and cupped my s*x.

He groans “f**k, your soaked!”

”No, I have to make myself climax.” I shout out the truth not sure why and then to humiliate myself some more I say “I have this same fantasy guy that I think of and touch myself to thoughts of him.”

“Who is the guy” he wonders aloud

“You!” I moan loud as has now finally put one finger inside and his thumb begins to rub tight circles on my c**t. My head rolls back and rests on the headboard however my eyes stay glued to Elijah's face.

“Don’t move or I’ll stop! Just relax and feel. He groans You are so tight as he slips another finger into my opening as my eyes closed and then all a sudden I feel his tongue on my c**t.

I open my eyes to see the wonderful sight. He doesn't stop but as he continues licking and sucking on my c**t our eyes connect. The warmth in my stomach spreading. My good hand finds its way into his hair holding him to my body. “f**k! Eli!!!!” I sigh as he starts thrusting his fingers in my p***y and alternating the thrust with a scissor-like motion hitting a spot deep inside me.

He groans into my opening and starts f*****g me with his tongue which breaks the damn and throws me spiraling into an orgasm. He keeps up the demonstration until my body is fully relaxed then he pulls back and looks at me. “Feel better Charlie?” he asks like he didn't just relieve something that no one else has ever been able to give me.

I nod my head as he moves back up the bed causing his hardness to press against my leg before he lays down. When he is in his new spot he adjusts himself and I can't help but ask “What bout you? You need some help too.” His grip tightens as he looks at me.

Honey you in pain and I just wanted to get you to relax. Plus I’m not going to lie I've been wanting to taste your juices for a long time. He then licks his fingers clean which causes his hardness to twitch in his lounge pants.

I moan feeling the need to taste him. To have him c*m in my mouth just like he did for me. Wondering if we could do it without hurting my ribs or my left arm in the cast. “I want to suck you dry. Its only fair!” I demand

Elijah looks at my face I think he will say no again but he doesn't. He gets out of the bed. “Go to the reading chair” his voice thick. He goes in to the bathroom. I get up and slowly move over to the oversized chair in the alcove. I'm just sitting down when Eli walks back out with a towel and a new shirt. He comes to me and says. “We may get messy so lets take that shirt off. Are you sure about this? You don't have to.” His voice clear and concise letting the decision be completely up to me.

Using my good hand I reached out and ran my hand down his stomach to his waist and grabbed his hard d**k through his pants. “I need to taste you.” I whimper

“f**k!” he groans thrusting into my hand. He pulls back and looks at me seriously. “Ground rules. No moving like before. Or we stop! If you are in any pain we stop.” “Let's get this shirt off you! He says his voice thick with desire. He helps me get rid of the shirt than I sit there and watch him take off his pants and boxers. His hard d**k bounces up and hits his abs. Thick and long better than any man I have ever seen and that includes patients.

“f**k! That huge! You have a Jacob’s ladder and a Prince Albert!” I declare I then look up and see he is watching me. I move my good hand and he steps closers. I grab his thick d**k. My hand suddenly looks very small next to it. Moving my hand the length of it and wishing desperately that I could use both hands. I rub my thumb over his head and touching the piercing there. He groans and I moan at his sound not wanting to wait any more I move my mouth and licked his head. Moaning again I take more of him in to my mouth and look up. His hand is now gently in my hair.

My other hand is now between my legs rubbing my c**t. I take him all the was in and than feel him at the back of my throat. Looking at him I slowly relax my throat and he slides down. He slowly starts moving in and out. His own pleasure sounds are deep and more rough. “ Let me see your fingers!” I show him my hand which drips wet causing his d**k to harden more if that's possible in my mouth. “Im going to c*m. If you don't want want it in you mouth its fine.” he whispers

I suck him hard into my throat. Eli moans “Charlotte” as he cums. I keep swallowing ver last drop than lick him clean my finger still working over my c**t as Im lick his d**k clean. Moving my tongue over ever single piercing causing his grib in my hair to strain. I'm so close to another orgasm and looking up at Eli his eye darken he knows. He pulls it from my mouth. Steps back and blows out a breath. “ I really want to feel that p***y c*m all over my d**k. What do you say nurse? Think we can be careful?” he questioned with a naughty look.

“I think we could if we are careful. Maybe if I'm on the bed and you're standing and holding my hips. Or I might be and to be on top and thrust up gently.” I trail off this of ways praying to feel him inside of me.

“Come here” Eli say as he scoops me up and carrys me to the bed. Lays me down the climbs up on the bed and gets comfortable. He looks at me then helps me settle on top of him. I feel his entire length in between my lips. My legs start to shake and I moan.

“f**k!” I slide over his d**k from his balls up his shaft to his head and down. Doing that over again until his hands grab my hips.

“Your killing me. Please baby let me inside.” he says as his head presses on my entrance. “Count every one of my Jules love!” he demands. He pushes in slowly. I clingy to him.

“One, oh ah two, f**k! Elijah” I'm not even half way down and I'm on the verge of no return. “Three, yes!!!” I moan

“Keep going love there is three more!” Eli says his hand roaming over my ass. Then he moves one to my c**t. “Does this help love?” he starts slowly rubbing my c**t in tight circles. He starts nipping at my neck sucking every so often when he finds a spot he favors.

“f**k! I thought my head back then gathered my thoughts and made myself look him in the eyes take a breath and then move down. “Four, five, and six! f**k oh god” I scream my p***y clinches down and I squirt all over him.

He moved his hips and thrust up and I grinned down. Riding down on his c**k. I look in his eye. Pure desire is etched all over his face.

“I can't handle no more baby. Are you close? I whimper

“Yes! f**k, Charlie!” his voice says as he spasms inside of me. I'm on top of him and he is still inside of I lay my head down on his shoulder. He gently rubs my back and I close my eyes with a smile. “You feel incredible and that will happen again love. Your mine now” Elijah declares to me as I look up. I smile and giggle causing my p***y to clinch around his d**k. His eyes roll in the back of his head and his hand tightens on my hips. “Not tonight sweetheart. He slowly helps me off him and gets me back into a comfortable position.

He gets up and gets a wet cloth from the bathroom then grabs the shirt and towel from earlier. He comes to my side of the bed and cleans between my legs. Drys me off all the while grinning like a naughty kid. “Let's get this shirt on you! Then you naughty girl need to sleep and rest. Once I'm in another shirt this one a button up he goes and grabs a clean boxer. Elijah laughs “I'll be right back.” he says as he places them on. Then disappears out the main door.

A little while little later he comes back in the bedroom bring a tray of hot chocolate and a bowl of yogurt with some mixed berries. I'm currently petting Diva’s head as Eli chuckles and says “You spoiled Diva. She had only ever slept on her dog bed before and now every time I walk in her she is laying beside you. I thought we could use a snack plus you never had any pizza. “Diva, bed!” he commands with a smile on his face his eyes on me.

“Thanks, I am quite hungry plus I should…” I trail off again when I see beside the one of the hot chocolate is my pills. “Seems you thought of everything. Just wait till I can pay you back and take care of you. I have been nominated for the Daisy aAward. I have won the Most Compassionate award for nursing in the hospital last year. So you just wait!’ I tell him confidently. I grab my pills and point to the water on his night stand, then take them soundlessly. After I turn to him and grab a spoon full of yogurt. Looking up at him I smile as I take a bite.

He chuckles but we eat the midnight snack without conversation afterward as we finishing up the hot chocolate I get nervous. “I dont normally do that.” I awkwardly opened up about myself.

He strokes my face and says “I know you. I have known you since you were seven years olds. I have watched you grow into the person that you have become a beautiful, intelligent, and kind woman.” A single tear slides down my cheek. As he wipes it away he sweetly murmurs to me “Please don't worry. I have been pining for for years. Giving you pleasure and then being able to be inside your amazing body is the epitome of my entire life. I can dye happy now! So now can you go to sleep and get some rest.” He somehow cuddles up next to my body. I rest my head the head board. My good hand finds its was into his hair and starts to gently running through it. I fall asleep happy with the overwhelming sense of safety.