Lucifers Nightmare
Lucifer was a loose teardrop in the eyes of the creator.
The creator held Lucifer dear to his eternal spirit, but the lord carried a secret with him?
He had a dark cloud looming above him that kept the lord from really being able to enjoy the remaining time with his beloved and dearest friend. Instead, God went on counting down the hours, minutes, and seconds, until all will forever change in heaven.
The lord stepped into the halls of heaven, and approached the deck of his corridor.
He peered over and looked down, and he could feel something not even he had ever felt in all of his existence.
He felt a tugging inside his eternal celestial spirit, bringing uncontrolled sorrow to the maker, and a sadness that was more than even he cared to know. Trying to ignore what he felt, the feeling was overwhelming, even more, and the more he tried to ignore what he was feeling, the more the feeling absorbed the essence of his eternal fear? And he had even questioned himself for the very first time? And what was birthed at that very hour was fear, fear of such a creation that was ment to be innocent. Untainted and unblemished by all things ungodly and unclean.
The creator had a lot of time after seeing the things that would come once creation was born, but the lord also knew the love he felt for the humans. He could never just destroy them, no matter what he knew about them.
He knew the truth and still he could not take away their lives, no matter how much they did.
But he did start to question many things about this creation? The one thing that he pondered on was this?
Would this creation be worth all the things that he had seen in his vision?
A vision that may take place, or may go in a whole other direction? Then he pondered on humans themselves.
Is human creation really worth all the things that may come if I decide to allow them to be created?
He continued asking his own being? Are they worth the gift that I have to grant them? Immortality, and to give them a spirit that can never be destroyed.
But what if things go worse? Will this creation be worth all it will have brought, will it all be worth it here after they are no more?
He sat and thought really hard, seeing that he had no one else to confide in, because he was the only being in existence who existed, forever.
As he looked at all the activity below him,
He began to wonder?
Wonder just how things would unfold?
He is God, and he sees everything, and he knows everything.
So why is it that he wonders about the outcome, rather than knowing the outcome? Because he had to make a difficult decision, one that would allow a creation to live, but also bring many of the lords, creation to the brink of destruction.
God only wanted to bring a creation to life, one with the likeness of him, so that they could better understand him. And have things like he has inside? Compassion, love, hope, things that hold meaning in different ways and styles.
But regardless of how they would express them, he would be able to understand and to counter their feelings with his own.
Well, is that because? When God had seen humanity's entire existence play out, he was beyond livid about the outcome of humanity's future.
This was the very first time that God had ever felt true and undeniable hate for creation.
When he had thought for sure he could never allow spirits like that to actually live, this is what happened that saved humanity from being annihilated.
God yanked the box off the shelf from its protected space. He wasted no time. He pried the lid from the box that was sealed airtight.
He reached into the box, pulling out many people, laying the clay figures atop a glass table. Turning him from front to back over and over, finally he just placed it on its back, and looked at it for a long while, not touching it, not even moving, only looking down on it.
Thinking and debating for a moment before deciding humanity's true fate. He was truly at a loss as to what would become of them? Will he grant them the gift of life? He began to touch the clay figure. Seeing it, he felt it being only the figure without being alive couldn't help him to decide. But he knew he was not ready to bring this creation to life just yet. How is it that you and those like you, could bring so much ugliness to life? But I have already seen the things that your kind will bring? I did not allow myself to see much, because your species is like no creation I have ever created.
But I know that there is always a purpose as to why I create certain beings and I know you are no exception. So let me just see what that purpose for you is, and please do not disappoint me, give me a reason to allow your creation to live among me and my creations. God looked at the still figure that he laid out. Place it on a white cloth.
God pinched the brim of the clay figure's nose, and he slowly drew closer to the figure. Finally, he gently gave the tiny figure enough air to live for a little while. He did not want creation to live at this very moment, but he did want to speak with the figure, and that is just what he did. He gave the figure just enough to see if this creation was worth it,
Worthy enough, for the lord to allow the outcome of what will come from the creation.
When the breath of God slowly begins to seep into the clay figure. The lord saw it come into life right atop the table.
First, the clay became vibrant, now it has been given life?
Next, the arms twitched, the legs stretched, the chest raised, and fell, with the stomach.
The nose flared, the mouth parted, the eyes fluttered for a couple of seconds.
God waited, saying nothing. The man's eyes opened up and for the first time God looked through the man straight to his eternal spirit, passing clear through his soul. And he just looked at him and God cried, not because of the destruction, but because of what was inside humanity.
Something not even God knew they had?
Hope, compassion, and the will to love as no other creation could. And with that God wept. Even though the God of Gods and the lord of lords were all knowing, he had no idea that humanity could love the way he felt love coming from only one.
He imagined all of them and the amount of love that he could feel. He could not pass up the chance to feel such pure love, and he felt the love they could give, and he wanted it, so they had to live.
But a great sadness still overshadowed the beauty of what he felt? And that was the great war that would soon divide the heavens and also split the angels. Cutting the heavens. And creating isolation between the two heavens. Separating the furmamanes of heaven and earth.
The coming of the battle in heaven is one thing that God can not see? And for good reason, if he could remember all things, there would be nothing left, because so many of the Gods' servants would be the ones who would choose their very own free will to rise up and stand with Lucifer when the time of battle takes place. But the lord came up with a solution so that he would allow humanity to continue on as if they would do none of what the lord had already witnessed. God decided to separate the memories of what was soon to take place out of him.
The moment the lord had cast out the memories of things he had decided that would stop the growth of his will, It came rolling out of the lord like a flood of water after a bad storm. When the essence of his memories came rolling out, it dashed in the direction of Lucifer, finding him in his corridor alone, and it entered into him unnoticed and without warning.
He decided to cast the memory of that day out of his memory.
It is because he cast the memories out of him.
When God had crafted humanity, he began to see its full existence, good existence and the ugly.
But even then, it was too late for the maker to destroy what he already loved beyond all creations.
Angry at humanity before they had ever lived and even angrier with the one who would make them sin.
God didn't want to destroy them even though he had seen all he needed to see.
God stayed out of sight for a grave amount of time, trying to figure out how to fix them to avoid the horror that he had seen.
God went to his private study and closed the clear doors behind him.
Unconcerned about interruptions?
All heaven already knew never disturbed the God of Gods and lord of lords when his doors were sealed.
The lord grabbed a glowing box from a shelf and placed it suspended in midair. The lid blew off and the lord reached inside, pulling out a handful of people and laid them in front of him. He peered down at the small figures and tears rolled down the face of creation, dread fills God's whole being, but he fights back the urge, and he shakes off the revelation of what that tiny creation will one day bring to all things that were once pure.
After placing them back into the box carefully and sealing the lid back. God places the box back on its shelf, and exits the room. He once more walks to the edge of the teer, and looks down, and a few of the angels who are below glance up and catch sight of God.
They are excited to see their lord, and they begin to wave in delight. God was pleased with all the things that he had ever created, and a great pleasure surged through the lord, and it began to cast a bright and beautiful light that caught the attention of a group of angels who were just below, God not even noticing the bright glow that was covering him. But the group of angels saw it and noticed it was God who was standing up upon the top of the stoop looking over heaven.
God was so full of many emotions. This was the first time that he had ever felt so overwhelmed by all that was taking place he saw,
All the angels in the surrounding area followed their brothers' eyes to see who they were waving at?
That's when it seems that every angel in the bottom corridor glances up to the lord, and before you know?
All heaven, on the whole, waved, smiled and greeted God.
It pleased God, when he saw how the angels were blessed to see the lord.
With that, it brought to the lord great joy and happiness that was beyond the words of any creation but the Gods.
God was so pleased, that he made way for every creation ever created, and he knew for sure humankind deserved a chance to live.
As he watched his beloved angels wave and show thanks for him giving them life, a wave of emotion hit him again. He thought about the angels who would one day be the ones who would also turn on him when the day finally came. He knew who they all will be.
The thought makes him sad, and he knows that that is the way it must be in order to make sure the will is fulfilled properly. But just
Knowing many of the angels who once served him and obeyed him, they will soon become the ones who will also battle him and the ones who will choose to stand with him in battle.
Sitting on his throne in the chambers of heaven, surrounded by four and twenty elders, who fall down before him that sits on the throne, and worship him day and night, singing holy holy holy.
He is the lord God Almighty, he was.
He is.
And he is going to come.
He is the one who sits on the throne, and we are the ones who worship him, liveith, forever and ever, and they cast their crowns before the throne of the living God, saying, thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honor and power, for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created.
Lucifer came out of his room and peered over the teer looking out in the far direction, then he looks down on Gods angels, and when they look up at him a feeling of superior course within Lucifer as he turns his head a little higher in authority and supreme.
As he watched the angels of God do their normal routine, and he envied The Creator.
For being a god.
The lord appeared beside his faithful servant.
Hello lord, how are you doing today? Ahh, I am good my friend. Just looking for you is all? And what is it that I can do for you, my lord?
Follow me. There is something I want you to see.
Come inside and close the door behind you, "woosh". Now come and join me here. There is something you must see? He slowly walked to the table that held a white cloth with something beneath it. Curious he was, but he waited until the lord offered to reveal what was under the sheet. The lord said nothing. He only asked his friend this one thing? Slowly and, genuinely, without carelessness, take hold of the center of the cloth, and do not drag it over the thing that lies underneath, but lift the cloth completely off it?
Lucifer slowly and gently took the cloth, and he removed it, but the only thing that was
Underneath was a round ball. My Lord, what is this? It is called Earth.