Ishani's P. O. V.
I took a breath of relief when I turned around to get away from him.
Why the hell my breath quickened that much, I felt as if my heart will come out of my chest.
Looking at his hurt expression made me feel guilty but what can I do... I had to take my anti depressants to come to college knowing that he will be here and I'll have to face him.
God why does this always happens to me?
I looked at the cculpture ( murti) of krishan ji, I stopped as I saw no one lite the lamp or maybe because of wind it blew out.
Anyways I stepped out if my shoes before I began to lite the lamp.
I was trying to lite the matchstick but because of wind it was blewing again and again.
I looked up at Krishna ji and said " Aapki kya koi Dushmani hai Mujhe?.... Nhi jaha tak Mujhe yaad hai Maine Mandir Se laddoo churane ke alwa kuch nhi kiya... Ab Ye Wakat hai kya dushmani nikalne ka?... Class hai Meri---" I continued to say things which came in my mind well it's one of my old habits whenever I can't do something I began to speak my heart out... Well you know na.. Old habits are hard to die... Same as that thing in my case.
(what enmity you have with me?... Well as far as I remember I didn't do anything wrong other than stealing laddoo from temple.....is this the time to show enmity... I have class --)
Anyways I was about to say more when I heard a voice " inse shikayat inhi ke Ghar Mei.... Boss zamana kharab hai... " vansh said as he placed his hand on the side of the lamp.
(you're complaining to him that too in his temple... Boss era is bad)
I glared at him silently but he looked unfazed by my glare as he said " Mujhe Apni katilana nazro Se baat mei Maar Lena... Abhi plz lite the lamp " he said as I diverted my eyes from his and lite the matchstick and continued to lite the lamp.
( kill me later with your killer eyes... Right now plz lite the lamp)
Looking at the flame made me think of the past when everything was fine...when I was fine, maybe... Just maybe if that all didn't happen then maybe I would have been like a normal teenage girl... Like other girls are.
" ahh " I hissed in pain when the flame made contact with my finger.
" oh s**t " I heard vansh say before I could understand he blew air on my finger as he took out water bottle from his bag.
" what the hell are you doing? " I said when he made me push my hand in bottle.
" can't just shut up for a momment, it'll hurt okay? But plz be clam " he said as the water touch my burned skin.
" ahh " I hissed in pain as I closed my eyes in pain... Hell it is just a little burn why the hell it hurt so bad?
I don't know when tear escaped my eye but I felt vansh wiping it as he looked at me with worried eyes, for a second I saw pureness... But no boys are not reliable... They all are the same... Yes..same.
He too kissed me without consult the first we met
Same!
I went through more pain than this... Then why it hurts so much?...
" it's not good " he groaned as he looked at my fingers which were red by now.
" come with me " he said as he held my hand in his carefully.
I withdrew my hand from his looking in his eyes straight " you don't need to be touchy... Leave it " I said as I began to walk away but a teacher Mrs Jones stood there in front of us.
" dear plz go with him and apply something on this... It's bad enough It can cause infection " Mrs Jones said.
" that was what I was saying Mam but girls these days are just so much attitude and ---" vansh said as he came near me but I cut him off
" girls these days Huh?... You boys... You boys are idiots " I snapped at him and was about to say more when Mrs Jones decided to shut us up.
" stop fighting like nursery kids and go and take care of this burn " Mrs Jones ordered and walked away.
Vansh held my hand the one which was fine and began to walk but I didn't.
He looked at me and gave a look of irritation " listen we can fight all you want but after we treat this okay? " he said in a firm voice which I don't know why made me obey him.
At that moment I didn't knew what I was getting myself into
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