“Is there something you want to tell us, Saoirse?” I’m trapped. “What is it? What’s wrong?” Geraint asks urgently. I don’t respond. “Um…yes…we…ah…we have some news.” Everyone’s eyes watch me, perspiration breaks out across my brow, and the flutter urges me on. “Lycur and I are…that is to say, we're pretty sure that I am pregnant.” “No! It’s too soon. You’re not safe.” Father screams in my head. The force of his reaction penetrates through the wall I have erected between us. It feels like a slap. The sound and vehemence makes me wince. Mother’s reaction is the complete opposite. She covers her mouth with her hands; her eyes fill with tears that she tries to hold back. Lycur grins like a lunatic, letting her give him a hug and kiss on the cheek. Father regains his composure and offers

