Allena I have been standing in front of Jack's apartment gate for the last fifteen-minute thinking over if it would have been better if I have waited till tomorrow and gone to his office instead of coming straight to his house. I know it was an impulsive move to come here but I didn't want to keep his money even for a night and wanted to return it to him right away. As soon as I received it I wanted to throw it away but that wouldn't have helped. I would have asked Ziya to return it but she already missed so much work at her job during my jail fiasco and I didn't want to burden her anymore. Moreover, I think it will the closure for me, you know to face him one last time with dignity and move on. The chance I didn't get the last two times. I have already decided to not shed any more tea

