After the training session, the students disperse to their respective rooms or to get some rest before their next class. Lyra, still slightly riled up from the sparring match, heads toward the courtyard for some fresh air, trying to calm herself.
Lyra’s POV:
She’s still feeling the rush of the training session, her muscles aching from the effort of holding back, from the urge to not show him just how strong she really is. Every part of her had screamed to overpower him, to remind him that she’s capable of much more than he knows. But she hadn’t—she couldn’t.
She steps into the courtyard, finding a quiet spot by a stone fountain. The sound of water trickling over rocks calms her, but her thoughts are a mess. Why does he have to keep pushing me?
Her Childhood Friend’s POV:
He’s been walking the halls, trying to shake the feeling that he’s made a mistake. He’s trying to figure out what Lyra’s deal is—why she won’t open up to him, why she keeps shutting him out.
When he spots her in the courtyard, sitting by the fountain, looking every bit as fierce and unapproachable as she did during the sparring match, he decides to approach. He knows he might be walking into another awkward conversation, but he doesn’t care anymore. He needs answers.
He takes a breath and walks over to her, trying to sound casual but failing. “You’re still upset.”
Lyra doesn’t look up at first, her gaze focused on the water. When she finally speaks, her voice is quieter than usual, almost tired. “I’m not upset,” she mutters. “I’m just… tired of pretending things are fine.”
Her words are heavy, and they hang in the air between them. He’s about to say something when she turns to face him, her eyes sharp.
“Why do you keep pushing me?” she asks, her voice steady but edged with frustration. “You know I don’t want to play this game. You know I don’t want to show you everything.”
He blinks, taken aback. “What game?”
“The game where you make me care about you, then push me away, then make me feel like I have to prove something. I’m tired of it.”
He stares at her for a long moment, trying to process what she’s saying. The truth is, he never realized how much he was pushing her. He thought she could handle it. He thought she wanted it.
But now, seeing the hurt in her eyes, he’s not so sure.
Her Childhood Friend’s POV (continued):
He takes a step closer, lowering his voice. “I didn’t know that’s how you saw it. I just…” He pauses, running a hand through his hair. “I guess I’ve been trying to get you to talk to me. To get you to open up again.”
Lyra’s expression softens, but just a little. “You don’t get it,” she says, standing up. “I can’t. I can’t let anyone close. Not even you.”
He watches her for a moment, then takes a small step toward her. “Why?”
The question is simple, but the weight behind it is heavy. She’s silent for a long moment, her gaze flicking to the ground, and when she finally looks up at him, her expression is conflicted.
“Because I’m not like you,” she says quietly, her voice breaking just a little. “I have to protect everyone. I have to stay strong for my family. For Elias. For everyone. And if I let you in… it could destroy everything.”
Her words hang in the air, and he can see the vulnerability in her eyes. For a moment, he doesn’t know how to respond. He’s never seen her this open, this honest. She’s always been so guarded.
Her Childhood Friend’s POV (continued):
“I don’t need you to be perfect,” he says softly, his voice more genuine than it’s ever been. “I just want you to be real with me. Whatever it is you’re hiding, you don’t have to do it alone.”
She looks at him for a moment, and for the first time in a long while, her guard seems to slip, just a little. But before either of them can say anything more, the sound of approaching footsteps interrupts them. The moment is broken, and Lyra’s posture immediately goes rigid again.
Her eyes harden. “I can’t do this. Not now.” She turns away from him, her voice firm as she adds, “Don’t come after me again. I’ll figure this out on my own.”
Her Childhood Friend’s POV (continued):
He watches her walk away, feeling a mixture of frustration and something else—something deeper. He’s not sure if he’s made things worse or if she’s finally going to start trusting him again.
All he knows is that the next time he gets a chance to talk to her, he’s not going to let her push him away so easily.