124 LUCAS’ POV. I pulled on a sweatshirt after taking a warm shower, and looked at the lotion Emily gave me. I would have preferred not to use it, but Emily would think I didn’t like it, and that wasn’t the case. Keeping it safe and pretty for when I wanted to remember my most beautiful new year was my intention. Shortly, someone knocked. “Come in.” I said, applying the lotion onto the back of my palm. “Happy New Year.” I turned to look at John as I massaged the lotion onto my hands. “Smells nice.” He said, and I looked at my hands. “You don’t use this kind of stuff. Who gave it to you?” He asked, coming closer to me. “Someone.” I replied, sitting in the chair, trying to clear my desk. “Someone I know?” He asked, and I focused on clearing the desk. He took the lotion and studied

