Our Sinful Desires (The Color Of Passion)

Apologies

Alice

Past

"Mama," I called out.

"Why do you do this all the time?" I heard my mom yell.

"I don't know what you're talking about," my father argued. "You are crazy."

"I'm not the crazy one here, John. You are a liar and," my mother heard me coming and stopped. My father picked me up and brought me to the breakfast table.

Present

I opened my eyes and I thought I was still dreaming. I saw the piercing green eyes that haunted me and made my heart flutter. Ever since the first moment I met him.

"Good morning," Mateo said. I turned to look at his golden-brown eyes. He looked happy but something hid behind his smile.

"What-,"

"You thought we wouldn't find you," I looked back at those green eyes. "Damn you, Alice."

"How?"

"It doesn't matter, we aren't letting you go," Santiago said.

"What about-,"

"She doesn't matter, you do, more than you will ever know," Santiago explained.

"The baby isn't his," Mateo spoke.

"How do you know?" I looked over at Santiago.

"She isn't even pregnant, Alice," Santiago handed me his phone. He had so many pictures of her without a baby bump. Before I left, she had started to show.

"She was lying?" I asked.

"Yes," Santiago said. "I knew something was up so I hired a private investigator to follow her. She couldn't be that comfortable and eager to wear that thing everywhere."

"Oh my,"

"Alice," Santiago said softly. "Please, come back, Don't leave again, ever."

"We are going to be men you can depend on and we will never hurt you,"

"I-," I didn't know what to say. "I don't think I believe in love."

"I thought I didn't either," Santiago said.

"Me either," Mateo added.

"I'm sorry for everything I put you through but that showed me more how much I need and want you in my life," Santiago said.

"Santiago,"

"Please," he whispered. "Come home."

"But, I can't just stop going to school," I told him.

"Then we move closer to the school but I won't lose you," Santiago argued. I sat up on the bed.

"I missed you," I pulled him closer to me. I kissed him softly and then turned and grabbed Mateo. "You too." Mateo kissed me before I could kiss him first.

"What are your plans for today?" Mateo asked.

"I have classes in the afternoon," I told him.

"Good, we can have breakfast together," Mateo cheered.

"Later," Santiago interrupted. I looked over at Santiago and he had a devilish grin plastered on his face. Santiago grabbed me by my upper arm and pulled me towards him. Santiago slowly pulled down the straps of my camisole.

"f**k, I really missed you," Santiago cursed. Without hesitation, Santiago began sucking on my breasts. Mateo began to undress. He got on the bed and kneeled in front of me. He kissed my neck and jaw. He slowly stood up and began to stroke his c**k. I licked my lips in anticipation.

"Open wide, babe," Mateo requested. I obeyed and took him all in. He began to push in and out of my mouth.

"f**k her face brother," Santiago told Mateo. Santiago began to squeeze my breasts tightly. He bit down on my n****e and I whimpered as I sucked on Mateo's hard c**k. Santiago suddenly yanked me over to him. He pushed me down on the bed and pulled off my lace shorts.

"I want to taste this wet p***y," Santiago slipped his tongue inside my wet core. My toes curled in response. I grabbed Mateo's c**k and began to stroke it so it wouldn't feel lonely. Mateo closed his eyes as I sped up my strokes.

"Ready," Santiago said suddenly. He lifted me up quickly. I circled my arms around his neck. He slowly slid me down on his c**k as Mateo came up behind me. He smacked my ass and slowly slid his c**k inside my other hole.

"f**k!" we all cursed. I missed my men. I missed this feeling. They both consumed me and took everything from me. They gave me their all in every aspect. I bounced up and down their c***s until they both came inside me.

I let my head fall back on Mateo's chest. I closed my eyes and took it all in.

Santiago carried me back to bed. We lied in bed as I wrapped my legs around Mateo's and curled my arm around Santiago's.

"We are having dinner with our parents next Friday," Mateo announced.

"We?" I questioned.

"Yes, we. It is time you met them," Santiago added.

"Oh," I was getting nervous.

"Speaking of parents, you don't talk much about yours," Mateo said.

"Yeah, I know," I said softly.

"You don't have to keep things from us or be embarrassed," Santiago said.

"I'm not," I raised my voice slightly. I wasn't embarrassed. I was just disappointed and hurt.

"Alice," my mind drifted to thoughts and memories I wanted to forget.

"Yeah,"

"You okay?" Mateo asked.

"Yeah,"

"Alice," Santiago said.

"I'm okay, I swear,"

"You don't have to hide," Santiago said.

"I know,"

We finally got up and went to a cafe to have breakfast. Santiago and Mateo took care of moving the few things I had to Santiago's penthouse. They promised me we would move closer to my school soon.

Ady and Lisa told me that Santiago and Mateo broke into our apartment. They found my acceptance letter and figured I must have gone somewhere near there. Mateo finally cracked and told me they used the same private investigation to find me from there. I pretended to be angry but I really wasn't. I was happy they found me. Their apologies and explanations helped me understand everything. I couldn't believe Sasha was that desperate to have Santiago. Santiago told her to grab her s**t and leave. She quickly did. Watching him expose her wasn't as fun as I thought it would be. I felt sorry for her. Santiago can be scary when he wants to be. Since then we have been good. I just had this dinner to worry about now.