Trigger Warning: This chapter mentions suicide
The next day I put on a purple silk dress that was long and covered my shoulders to a v-cut over my breasts. I spent the morning wondering through the conservatory followed by Sean. He was kind enough to not only clean my shoes but polish them with leather polish as well. I wish that he did not constantly follow me, but I know that he has been given orders to and therefore I cannot blame him for it. The last two days I have woken up and dressed to have him waiting outside my rooms first with breakfast and then to follow me where ever I choose to go for the rest of the day.
I thought about the night before and Dorian coming to my balcony. My body reacted to his own even if my mind told it not to. I wanted him to touch me, to kiss me, and I p
