Love You, Passion-hately

The Unannounced Guest

Oct 12, 2017, 4:17 PM

My Apartment

I live in this apartment alone. I used to have a room in the hostel for the last two years but I'd rather cook my own food than eat at dorms. So, this year I moved in here. Also, Bert can crash anytime 'cuz he couldn't do that in the hostel room. Boys weren't allowed inside the building. I was very tired after the day. Hardwick is really pissed off. But hey, he asked for it.

I showered and crashed on the couch. I didn't have anything to do so I went through my laptop. Marvel Universe, DC comics, done! Romance movies, lame. Horror, not in the mood. Thriller, Nah.

Then I saw another folder named Other. Anticipation built in me. It had been two months. So long since I broke up with Niall. He wanted a serious relationship. I needed a fling. They all are alike. At some point, they want feelings and emotions, late night talks and romantic dates. I mean cmon, a girl wants to f**k without any drama. What else do you want?

I tried with Niall as I tried with others. But it was so monotonous, so alike. I need something different, adventurous. I need ...I need to...I need to f**k someone. This is so frustrating. Of course, I can call any guy and he'll come running. But I'm not a slut. I'm a girl and I love s*x. But I have dignity. I don't go throwing myself on boys. I sleep only with my boyfriends. However, I did encounter two one night stands. But it gets boring after some time. Same moves leave nothing to anticipation.

Maybe one day, I'll settle down for one guy. But right now, I'm just 21. I need so much more. Plus, being in a relationship sucks when you're not in love with the person. It feels like punishment for having s*x. Cheesy talks, nicknames and what not. I need someone bold, passionate and dark like me. Someone bad who's too good in the bed, who can make my fantasies come true. I clicked the folder and unhid its contents. I played the first video.

Steamy s*x in a hot tub, with a guy too hot you wanna lick his abs. I watched as he kissed her, licked her and made her moan when he thrust into her.

I let out a moan and felt my arousal slowly making my breaths heavier. I wanna be f****d like that. The thought seemed to please me. My hand, like had a mind of its own, made it's way to my waist, under my shirt. Slowly, moving it up. I let my one hand run over my neck. I rubbed my legs together, taking sharp breaths. I bit my lip teasingly, loving myself, feeling myself up.

I took off my t-shirt and let it slide to the ground. I felt the tension building inside, the want taking over. I hooked my fingers into the waistband of my shorts, sliding them down too so I was only in one of my tonnes of sexy lingerie. It was a lacy black one. I love the way it makes me feel. Sexy, powerful and feminine.

I took off my bra, teasing myself. Sliding it down, slowly, caressing my skin as I made my way up and down. I touched myself in a sensual way. Feeling the touch, pinching my n*****s, rubbing my legs together. Slowly, making my way down, so my hand was slowly caressing my sweet spot over the thin fabric. I know I'm damn hot. All I need is the damn vibrator. I was so wet, so aroused, I bit my lip to stifle a moan. I hooked my fingers into the waistband of my underwear, just a moment away from sliding it off my legs. I was about to take off my panties too when I heard the doorbell. What the f**k?